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Thanks Bullseye! I feel the same and hope you overcome these physical injuries. You deserve some good luck & happiness.
Max
Max you post the best pictures. I gotta be honest I look at the booty pictures first THEN your log contents
You're killing it brother!!
Buddy it means a lot ok
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Well I found out Saturday night my 30 year old son has cancer and it’s lymphoma Hoskins the kind that comes back so I’m just devastated have t seen or talked to him in over 5 years neither my daughter my ex turned them against me so I don’t know what else to do I’ve tried and tried to contact them over the years and they won’t respond so I’m done don’t know what else to do but pray man ya know my son is in chemo now but doctors said it would eventually come back
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Fuck Man
I can truly say I'm so..so sorry..
Screw all the BS ..get thru to him..
Let him just know you love your Son..
Only 2 choices..
Quit or Fight...
I have the worst NHL there is and I will NEVER stop fighting..
Support is how this Dragon is beaten..
And the Will of a Fighter..
Listen..his life is upside down in a tailspin.
He needs all the support he can get..
If you don't mend this..You know where this will GO..
We are friends and Brothers..
I won't lie to you...This shit sucks Ass..
But..
You can't choose your Battles..
But
You can choose how to Fight..
You need anything..
I'm HERE..
Z...
PS..
Tell your son..I'm praying for Him..
Prayers sent. That is just horrible all around. It is already hard not having a speaking relationship due to divorce and all that garbage that goes along with it. All you can do is get 3rd party information until or “if “ he or your daughter contacts you and that sucks! I have a humongous family and hade seen a lot of the Fathers & Mothers of Divorce and know how the whole “ kids not talking to the other parent”.
I would just pray for him, know: he knows you love him(even though you don’t talk). I just hope you get a chance at some sort of communication (email/letter/ a friend of his passes along your love & prayers ) . It’s in gods hands ; he nor you have any control over something like this ; very sad situation and I will pray for you both. Hopefully you will get your chance to speak with him but do not let it ruin your already stressful life. Bad things happen in everyone’s life, whether we are Good or Bad. Be positive and have positive thoughts for you and your son. If you let it overwhelm you, it is not good for anyone around you(fam/friends/co-workers/girlfriends). I am truly sorry this is happening and wish you the best of outcomes.
Hopefully you have professional counseling for support during these tough times !
Max
“Always going through mud, climbing hills, overcoming the odds …….a man’s life !”
by Max
I hope so and I mean it !
Btw - I caught something after going to see “Top Gun” me and 2 of my cousins have some throat/nose , cough w temperature going up & down. Slept for 1 day and a half . Hopefully it goes away . I canceled 4 appts and I’ve only cancelled ONE time in my life. It sucks bad. I am eating though anyway, just to keep my weight up. Taking a Covid test tomorrow but x it doesn’t feel the same.
Max
Returning to gym soon!!
Oh myYou like em thick !?![]()
Happy Holiday
Max
Prayers sent. That is just horrible all around. It is already hard not having a speaking relationship due to divorce and all that garbage that goes along with it. All you can do is get 3rd party information until or “if “ he or your daughter contacts you and that sucks! I have a humongous family and hade seen a lot of the Fathers & Mothers of Divorce and know how the whole “ kids not talking to the other parent”.
I would just pray for him, know: he knows you love him(even though you don’t talk). I just hope you get a chance at some sort of communication (email/letter/ a friend of his passes along your love & prayers ) . It’s in gods hands ; he nor you have any control over something like this ; very sad situation and I will pray for you both. Hopefully you will get your chance to speak with him but do not let it ruin your already stressful life. Bad things happen in everyone’s life, whether we are Good or Bad. Be positive and have positive thoughts for you and your son. If you let it overwhelm you, it is not good for anyone around you(fam/friends/co-workers/girlfriends). I am truly sorry this is happening and wish you the best of outcomes.
Hopefully you have professional counseling for support during these tough times !
Max
“Always going through mud, climbing hills, overcoming the odds …….a man’s life !”
by Max
Totally understand my Friend..That's tuff and knowing the crap he's going thru first hand,he will need all the support and love he can get..
It's just me and the Girl here..a few friends,none real close,no family around..
Best support comes from this Forum and my Brothers HERE..
I can't look into my kids eyes and see that look..that look they had when my parents died..My parents sucked at raising us,but as Grandparents..they were Great..and it just killed my son and daughter..I won't put them thru that till my last Breath..
The horrible news my Friend is...no one can really HELP..they can't take the pain or stop the shit C brings...and boy,it brings tons of IT..Can take the Chemo or Radiation treatments or the surgeries needed..or bone marrow bio's(not fun)
No they can only comfort and help you after you've pucked your guts out or way worse..Yet,without them(support)you are pretty screwed..
The worst job in the World...
Watching someone you love...die slowly..
I couldn't do It...nope fuck that..
But...loved ones WILL..
I prayed for your recovery and now I include your Son..
If in Anyway I can help..I WILL..
Z...
Man I’ve tried and texted and texted for 5 years and no response ans called and everything I’ve done all I could do so the last text I sent him I told him I loved him and if he needed me to call but no response,so I’m done man I’ve done all I can do I’ve tried enough ans my dad told me beifre he died that you can only do so much then just let them go ans one day they’ll realize so that’s what I’m gonna do so all I have is you Max ,Sam and John as my closes friends to tslk to ans I really truly appreciate it very much !! Y’all are the best
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You too! It all works itself out. We are in Medical Golden Age , so don’t give up on his keeping that at bay . You just take care ie you !
Check out my meal & my fam friends meal -
I hand the Bison Tenderloin and she had the Elk Osso Bucco in smoked Gouda grits ! Manga ! So good !![]()
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So good!
I catch Everyone up on my log tomorrow, I had Monday to travel and am getting ready for 3-4hrs work later . Have some nice plans
Max zz![]()
Maybe Max was one of those angry guys that got eliminated on Master Chef..or
Wolfgang Puk's illegitimate Grandson..
Z...
My HRT (test/deca/gh)
Aveed =75mg undecanoate w 150mg Deca
Provi 12.5/Cialis 2.5-5mg daily
•Hair Loss Prevention -
•2% Ketoconazole shampoo - 4oz Perrigo 2x weekly
•Topical Propecia 0.5mg + Latisse 0.005% + Rogaine 5% Foam & Serum once daily
•Liver/Organ Supplements - raw powders,liquid,Pills (made for members to see exact dosages I use).
- 1 scoop 15grams daily AM : 3g each MIC, 3g Betaine Anhydrous(tmg), 3g Taurine 300mg Tudca, 2g Circumin w Bioperine , 200mg CoQ10 Gels, Bergamet47%, RossoPuro RYR 64mg(standardized monocolin k)
Himilaya Liv52 tabs , 2g Black Seed Oil(3% thymoquinone ED, s-acetyl Quicksilver Liposomal Gluthianone 100mg, 750mg NAC
•MaxSys2.0 GDA and Anti Aging FORMULA - ( using nutraceutical powders to control Blood Sugar while on gh/ghrh/ghrp/ghrs’s); also to help increase Insulin Sensitivity.
•Total Daily Intake -(glucose disposal agent blend) - [50% of dosages now]*
500mg Berberine HCL 99+% 3x daily
600mg Cinnulin PF:Cinnamon Extract 30:1
100mg Pure gymnemic acid 55%
50mg Pure Banaba standardized extract for (2% corsolic acid)
100mg R-alpha lipoic acid
ANTI AGING BLEND -
Raw Powders- 1g NMN/1g NR/
750mg Transresveratrol daily
Withanolomide(api)
Workout 1 - Tue
Upper Pec Dec - 6 sets(changed height)/ 10 reps 20 per level - varied but I burnt each set
Two Bench Dips - 3sets 10 reps - 2 plates on upper legs
Flat Chest presses - 4 sets 6 reps - 120s
Rope pressdowns - 4 sets 10 reps - 85lb
Dumbbell Flyes - 3 sets 7 reps - 45lb slow
Workout 2- Wednesday (early AM)
Olympic Deadlifts- 5 sets, 5,4,3,2,MAX reps 395lb
Hack Squats - 5 sets , 10 reps 3per side deep/slow
One Leg Curls - 3 per leg - 10 reps 70lb
Seated Calf Raise - 4 sets, 10 reps 5 plates
Hanging Crunches (L/R) - 4 sets, 10 reps slow 5/5flex/5 tempo
Jump Squats 3 sets of 1 minute.
Finally feeling better ! Yes!! Loving having some time without a ton of people in the house. I cannot believe how much I appreciate silence , lol. Made some Healthy Jambalaya and Iron Skillet Real Sweet Corn(cut off the cob); have been eating it for 2 days because it is so good. My tastebuds were gone !! Now everything tastes incredible! I even hit it with a lil FF homemade ranch and Louisana Hot Sauce !
I cannot go shopping anymore; it’s about ridiculous with the prices what they are. I just watch them take (a random item) and double the price ! It’s not the company either, because I’ll go to another store and the price is the same as a month ago. Stores are gouging people on top of inflation. Glad they arrested a few gas station owners and pulled their liquor license for getting a bunch of local owners to change prices that (she would set)…i can say that they were not American at all. Couldn’t even speak English but I bet they will learn real quick if they deport em. Fuckbars were doing it in low and middle class areas too but didn’t raise em in the wealthy neighborhoods because they’d have got caught faster. If you do bad , bad will come it you do good , good will come (sometimes has a delay). Time to catch a quick Nap
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Remember, Reach at least One Goal Daily!
Max![]()
Lord Have Mercy ! Don’t Wreck! Lol
Well Max I’m still going to the gym 3 days a week to strengthen my shoulder more and hopefully either next week or the next going back full blast
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Beat thing you can do ! Stay busy and get healthy .
Max