I too have a very difficult time during those months. I suffer from seasonal depression.
Believe it or not I'm not a strong advocate for people using antidepressants, in fact they are over prescribed. But I personally made the adult conscious decision many years back to go on some Effexor ER 150mg daily.
This works for me, yet I'm against how doctors give these to people.
My instance is justified.
Brother, I purchased a indoor fountain, this thing's pretty dope man.
That gives a nice Ambien relaxation to the house during those months.
Something else to keep in mind, try not to resort to the same behaviors that you did in the past, or last year during the upcoming season. Because you already know what the result is.
This sounds corny but could be fun, maybe grab yourself a 3D printer online, and print all kinds of shit. Just keep yourself occupied.
I'm like huge into cosplay, and I got some legit movie like suits and shit.
Nerd shit. Kills the time.
But I'll save the best for last,
There is an app that was suggested to me last winter that broke down the Bible every day with a verse, it was just what I needed.
Just a suggestion!



Ps, stay out of your head.
Would you walk down a dark alley at night by yourself? Then don't wander and walk through your head and your thoughts by yourself you're going to end up mugging yourself man.
We can be our own worst enemies.
Keep this thread active, if you come others or even myself need a pick me up.
Stay well, stay blessed and sending good vibes your way.
Much love and respect.
Vis