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Who's Struggling with Demons..???

GhostReaper

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Okay..I'm not the Only one Here...dealing with them..!!
They come in all forms..
Childhood
Military
Drama
My favorite..PTSD..

I honestly think it's better to acknowledge them, than ignore them..
The Devil you know..is Better than the Devil you Don't..
Mine seem to boil over..
Been trying different things lately..
My favorite thing about AA Meetings..I seem to always find someone's story, far worse than Mine..
I know that sounds horrible.
I have this friend..a shit ton of mental and medical issues..on a lot of pills..
I once told him..I couldn't do what you do..
All that shit to wake up too..he literally throws up every morning from meds..
BUT..
He works, pays his bills and lives Independent..
A real inspiration to those that complain about everything..

The Best thing that works for Me..
Seeing people like him..forever an uphill Battle till the Day he passes over..
So..No Matter how bad it gets for Me..
I revert back to the One's who Fight their Battle..every single day without pause..

I know I created some Demons..
Today..they don't run Havoc in my Life..
Doesn't mean they're gone..just don't yield the Power, they once did..

I used to run at least one Thread a Month..
For anyone dealing with shit..often embarrassed by it..
Just to let them know, they're Not alone..
We're all a little Fucked Up..
Every last one of Us..
Z
 
Demons!
All my life for one reason or another!
Seems I can keep them at bay mostly older I get.
Yet sometimes they rear thier ugly fucking head man...
AA is a great place
Although I nvr really could embrace it for whatever reason? But it's a great place to build a foundation.
Speaking for myself here only.
Whatever works for ya embrace it!!
Ur choose of God will help you battle.
Meditation,gym,breathing exercises,etc help me through my treacherous thoughts today!!
Best believe I'm only 1 weak moment away from being seduced by the devil!!
To all battling Demons of 1 sort or the other..
Stay Strong
Stay focused
Stay positive!!
 
bwh998 said:
Im having a hell of a time staying off the fkn hookup apps.

It was fun for a while but those whores can take over your life if you arent careful.
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Tinder, is it..???
Some women, great to look at and fun to bang..
But, when they start talking..
Looks faded and I don't want to bang..
All of them have Snakes..just a matter of how long before they come out..
You are playing it safe, right..??
No Meet-Ups at your house..lol
Z
 
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GhostReaper said:
Tinder, is it..???
Some women, great to look at and fun to bang..
But, when they start talking..
Looks faded and I don't want to bang..
All of them have Snakes..just a matter of how long before they come out..
You are playing it safe, right..??
No Meet-Ups at your house..lol
Z
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I ran thru all the ones on tinder and have moved on to the fetish sites where the nasty whores are.

And no im not playing it safe at all. I usually raw dog at least one or 2 a week.

New years eve night i drove an hr to meet one at a hotel then drove the hour home to celebrate new year with my kids. Its like a mental illness or addiction at this point. Idk whats wrong with me.
 
Sex addiction is very Real..
If I was as sick in my Head, as some think..I'd be attending a Sex Addiction meetings just to Hook-ups..
Isn't it funny..most of us get the very best Sex with a Woman, your Mother would never approve of..
AND..I seem to find the Ex-Nuns..to have long relationships with..Never the Freaking Porn Star in Bed..couch..fridge and neighbors bed..LOL
Z
 
PTSD..is a real MFer..
Never can see it coming...and you're never too late to get it..
And, some of my Demons..it doesn't matter what I do..
So I pray tomorrow will be better..
Hope is not a Strategy..
Sometimes I guess that's all we've got..
It's better than going off the Rails and end up in Jail..
I'm sure there's a few that can relate..
Z
 
During my short stay..in a place no one wants to go..
I used my Time, wisely..
I read an interesting book on facing one's Demons..and one's inner most Darkness.. embracing them even..

I was not only surprised to see this..this sells..???
But,how different this approach is..
The Logic seemed sound..

It basically suggests one to allow such things to be free, without restrains..
Not addressing it only amplifes the problem..not letting it Boil over and causing Massive problems down the Road. ..
Kinda what happened to Me, more than once..

Wish I could find that book..
Cause I'm never going back to where I found it..lol
Z
 
bwh998 said:
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I ran thru all the ones on tinder and have moved on to the fetish sites where the nasty whores are.

And no im not playing it safe at all. I usually raw dog at least one or 2 a week.

New years eve night i drove an hr to meet one at a hotel then drove the hour home to celebrate new year with my kids. Its like a mental illness or addiction at this point. Idk whats wrong with me.
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Can one start with the Fetish first..please..??
Z
 
bwh998 said:
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I ran thru all the ones on tinder and have moved on to the fetish sites where the nasty whores are.

And no im not playing it safe at all. I usually raw dog at least one or 2 a week.

New years eve night i drove an hr to meet one at a hotel then drove the hour home to celebrate new year with my kids. Its like a mental illness or addiction at this point. Idk whats wrong with me.
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What happened at the hotel? Take a shit on her or something 💩🤣
 
I sit down to coffee with them in the morning and chat. "You know, you guys were a bit of a pain in the ass last night. Time to piss off for a while and let me get some sleep." Of course it's good to have someone trustworthy to talk to. I have a wife of 30 years. She used to sprinkle holy water on my pillow at night. 😂 They were killing me. I was a zombie...
Anyway, after I confront them, they piss off for a while and then when I'm consistently feeling good for a time they try to sneak back in. "Uh, uh, uh...gtfo!," I tell them.
It's gotten easier with age. I've found that the better I take care of myself, like what most of us are doing here, my journey goes a bit smoother. More positive outcomes, essentially. I tend to do a lot better with huge doses of endorphins. A great week to you all! 😃
 
bwh998 said:
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I ran thru all the ones on tinder and have moved on to the fetish sites where the nasty whores are.

And no im not playing it safe at all. I usually raw dog at least one or 2 a week.

New years eve night i drove an hr to meet one at a hotel then drove the hour home to celebrate new year with my kids. Its like a mental illness or addiction at this point. Idk whats wrong with me.
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I remember by hayday, Tren doesn't help FYI.
 
Sirchon said:
Micro-dosing psilocybin helped me a little. I think i'm going to do a 5MEO DMT retreat. Like in the waves and war doc.
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Micro dosing seemed to help me too with some things but it only lasted about a month. I don’t know if I just got use to it or maybe my supplier changed shit up. Regardless it does help temporarily. It’s definitely not bs.
 
I don’t have demons. I’m just fucked up. Besides it’s people that are my problem. You kinda know what you’re getting with a demon. People not so much.
 
bwh998 said:
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I ran thru all the ones on tinder and have moved on to the fetish sites where the nasty whores are.

And no im not playing it safe at all. I usually raw dog at least one or 2 a week.

New years eve night i drove an hr to meet one at a hotel then drove the hour home to celebrate new year with my kids. It’s like a mental illness or addiction at this point. Idk whats wrong with me.
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You’re depressed and want a real woman. Better get it together homie.

Like attracts like and pussy is power.
 
AR-15 said:
Micro dosing seemed to help me too with some things but it only lasted about a month. I don’t know if I just got use to it or maybe my supplier changed shit up. Regardless it does help temporarily. It’s definitely not bs.
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Yeah I was doing it only weekends then a week stretch. But it’s harder to maintain
 
I get it bro! As someone who goes to more than his fair share of AA meetings myself, I can confidently say the demons don’t go away. They change form and intensity but they are always there. I am sober but the need to prove myself through the gym is still there. The need to fuck every 22 year old I come across has replaced my need for a beer. The rage that courses through my veins has replaced the increased blood alcohol content that I got from a bottle of good scotch. Stay the course brother. You aren’t alone. Stick to the demons you can live with and stay away from the ones that will take your life
 

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