Little "life sign" to stop being a bitch...wolverine

[GYAT]

I was bent over crying in my kitchen sink awhile ago. It's my soul mates bday (would be her bday - RIP baby bear) and a song came on and I just fucking lost it.

As I was rinsing my face off in my (dirty ass damn dude have some self respect) kitchen sink, for the first time ever, I noticed the brand name staring back at me... "Wolverine". I'm big on little signs in life as guides, and this turned my manic but very needed (damn it feels good to just fucking soul release bawl every few years boys) crying spell into a very needed manic laughing spell, as I told myself "be a fucking wolverine and heal from all this already".

Sadly, or hilariously depending on your point of view, I thought of you hooligans right away and thought I needed to share this strange moment with ASF for some reason. I figure if there is anymore big strong yet sensitive and mostly twisted fucks like me left out there, it's around these parts.

That is all. Hope you all have a great night. Oh yeah, and maybe tell your loved ones you love em', even if and when or they are mad. It may be later than we think.

 

[Big_Jimmy434]

Love the story, hate the title. I've lost almost all of my loved ones and yes, I've learned to navigate life without them. Getting on didnt mean getting over. I will get on, but I will never get over the loss. Those losses are just apart of who I am now. I often have breakdown moments, more frequently than every few years, when I start missing them again. Never once have I considered myself a bitch for doing so. Actually, I consider myself very fortunate to have had family that I loved enough to cry over.... alot of people don't. I didnt have many, but i had one or two.

Thanks for sharing that story. And no, you're not the only big strong, sensitive, and mostly twisted fuck around here.

 

[Jbswole40]

Marked for later,i gotta read this.

 

[Jbswole40]

Nothing wrong with that,let it out.i have lost many people too.recently lost another.i also had to let a love 1 go recently and its getting easier.Just have to keep moving foward

 

[Durro NoHurtNoBigShirt]

You got it brother a lot of people neglect little things like that and also feelings more like a sense. Some of us know what it is some of us don’t and some of us suppress it. It’s just like that feeling of déjà vu or other feelings I can’t explain. Sometimes we get caught up in the fast lane and we need to stop take a breath and take a look around. Take a look around, slow down enjoy your surroundings and the people around you. We are not here that long.