damn who shit in your toilet and didnt flushI fucking hate everybody. Doesn’t matter what race they are. Doesn’t matter what stupid gender they’ve chosen, I don’t care if they are gay or straight. If they are a Man or a woman. Don’t care about any of that shit. If your walking on this planet I fucking hate you!!!
Thank you for your time…..
youre dead to me
I think a lot of people have been conditioned to believe that there is either eternal pain or pleasure, and to reject the notion that its just nothing. People cling to a religion in an attempt to get to the eternal happy place and spend the only life they know for sure, preparing for something that there is zero proof of. The really sad part about that is they believe that no matter what they do, so long as they convince others they have accepted the god dejour that they have accepted it into their hearts and they get all their shitty behaviour wiped away, while the people that harmed through out life continue to suffer. I would rather spend what time I have not being a dick to others, and when my time is over here, either by my own choosing, my body failing or being run over by a bus, I will go where I go without regret. 2 times in the last year I was basically dead and while laying there in the hospital I was comfortable in my life's decisions and not fearful of amy deity picking and choosing my good and bad actions and calculating them on some cosmic sized abacus. I never once thought about what's next, just that it's going to come, or that I should accept some deity as my saviour. We need to start allowing people the right to self determination, just as we do with respect to AAS's, and to remove the stigma from it. 90% of the time its attempted for attention, if we can remove that need for such a drastic cry, perhaps people will feel more comfortable reaching out when they need help. I keep going off topic...
I fully agree with you..."true nothingness" and "black void" seem fairly similar to me lol I just meant its our 1 time to experience life, and cutting it short is never the answer.
Why? I am NOT trying to be argumentative, I ask a lot of folks and they never have an answer I find acceptable. It's always about others, and or a religious belief. I could never look at someone that was saying to me that they wanted a better existence and was going to move to BFE and see if it was better, and tell them they cant go because it's the easy way out and they should find their way here. I couldn't live with myself knowing I guilted someone into not pursuing a goal - whatever it may be - because I didn't want to miss them and I'd be sad. What position does the person self determining get in this? I should start a new thread...
Ok then why breathe? Why eat? Youre asking me to justify living...you just SHOULD. Because its better than the alternative. Youre a lifeform genetically predisposed to protect your life and pass on your genes because its the goal of life itself. You think youre asking a grand existential question but its not. No offense. Look at animals, all of them are ingrained with a fierce sense of self preservation. Its what makes their bloodline successful. Do you think your ancestors fought wars, famine, plague, every trial amd tribulation they battled through just so you could have an existential crisis and forget the point of living altogether? If for no other reason, live so not to offend the family members who fought through what they did to land you in the greatest country on earth, with successful enough genetics to live comfortably enough to even have time to ponder this shit. Lol love you bro, its just a conversation I mean no hate. Keep in mind, while youre having these thoughts on WHY to live, there are children dying of war, hunger, cancer etc etc who would give anything to be in your position. You should value your life. Its the rarest thing in the known universe and you happen to have it.
Nope, I don't have visions of grandeur here, just trying to figure out the why? You bring up animales, unthinking animals to compare myself to. You fell into the exact same thing everyone else that tries to answer the question does. BECAUSE you just SHOULD. You also stated its better than the alternative, to whom and who do you know? There could be hookers and blow for miles on the other side. But seriously why do people fee the need to force their beliefs onto others? What harm comes to you or the mailman if I make the choice to leave this plain? It would be the exact same thing as me moving and getting off the internet. My mail person would say, hmm he's not here anymore and you would say, hmm he must have found a better forum to visit. Where is the harm to others if someone offs themselves? Why is it just because, None of my ancestors fought to land me anywhere, they could never have know of my existence, and why do I owe them something? I in no way shape of form think for a second that my kids or grandkids owe me a second thought when making choices for themselves or family. If I would then I wasn't doing it for them I was doing it for me. I gave them the best start in life I could possibly give, it's their turn to run with it, however they see fit. You bring up all the horrible things that go on in the world at the end of a post stating that this life is the best thing in the universe, except for the kids and women being raped, murdered, starved. Old infirm folks suffering for years on end because they no longer have the strength to do anything about it, but can't afford food and lose their home because they cant pay the taxes. Kids being bombed over some wackos religious notion of land ownership. What exactly is so awesome that wanting to see the other side is considered so wrong? Why SHOULD someone be forced to remain in a situation where they no longer fit? Should someone suffer a pathetic life full of darkness and despair because some kid in Africa is hungry? If so then why are we not doing more to feed that kid? If someone who has suffered 45+ years of torment and pain should be forced to live because someone else has cancer, should we not put more effort into curing it? When is enough enough in you mind to allow someone to self determine? I do enjoy the conversation and I felt zero hate toward me as I hope I have conveyed to you. It just been over the last couple years that I started seeing things differently and have been really struggling with a simple question. Perhaps the thing that is driving me toward the exit door is the same thing that is not allowing me to see a different view... Like I said I'm asking questions because I'm genuinely interested in answers, not forcing my beliefs. If I change a few minds in the process, bonus but not my goal.
We are just gonna have to agree to disagree. Have a good day brother. Wish you the best.
WOO HOO!!! All you haters better recognize!!! See people like me!!! I know it’s not good when I can only get along with a small number of weirdos on the internet but in my mind that’s just me keeping my inner circle small. lol
Fucking eh' dude you just enlightened me more about myself than 20 years of therapy ever did. Thank You!
AR got damn man you all right? You hitten dat tren 2 hard brother?
No Sir. Just trying to navigate my way through parenthood without fucking it up too bad.
Well I love you, buddyI fucking hate everybody. Doesn’t matter what race they are. Doesn’t matter what stupid gender they’ve chosen, I don’t care if they are gay or straight. If they are a Man or a woman. Don’t care about any of that shit. If your walking on this planet I fucking hate you!!!
Thank you for your time…..
Sorry man. I’m weening my way off meds. It’s a process. Lol
Idk what’s going on man but you’ll get through it. You’re a tough dude. Tougher than me and most on this board for sure. You got a lot of people pulling for you.
I think most of us have fucked up parts of our lives. It's part of the human experience. It's what you do after that matters. Sounds like your main goal is to have your kids be better than you and have a better life. My goal is the same. It's the best we can do.
Not really going through anything brother it’s just me having no confidence as a parent. I respect a lot of guys here so their opinions and life experiences mean a lot to me so I’m not above posting a question or a situation where I could use a little help navigating through even when it makes me look like a whiney cunt or a dumbass.
Idk man, I don’t have children but I’d say the fact that you’re in your kids lives and you’re worried about screwing things up with them puts you ahead of most parents by default. You don’t have to be perfect, you just have to be there
you should read Epictetus, any book will do, he was born a slave and became a philosopher, John McCain said it helped him survive 6 years as a POW.
Lord this mfer is cryin about shit again. Dude is just a bitch. Plain and simple. Youve cried on this board for years. I leave a while back, he was cryin. Come back after a couple years hes STILL god damn crying. This mfer squats to piss.
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