jozifp103
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250mg test prop
350mg tren ace
150mg proviron daily
Pinning was daily.
(All PSL EP products).
This cycle is more complex:
525mg Test prop
350mg tren ace (bumped to 525mg at week 6)
700mg mast prop
50mg anavar
50mg tbol
Pinning daily
(All PSL EP products)
First cycle was strange. I remember on day 4 of the tren my world got dark. I had crippling anxiety all day and I could not get out of my own head. I got home from work and sat in my bed contemplating if I even wanted to continue the tren. It honestly scared me.
Was fine the next day and things seemed to mellow out. I was typically calm throughout the day but had mini outbursts when little things pissed me off. Nothing I couldn't control. Generally had a somewhat negative outlook on life and was less social than usual. All subsided shortly after the cycle.
SECOND cycle is currently in motion. I thought I knew what to expect this time so I went in positively. Had a smooth start...no anxiety, no anger.
Week 3 rolls around....my work performance drops a bit. Have a hard time focusing and develop a mild depressed state of mind. Immediately start thinking about my recent break-up. I have a new girl who is amazing but my last relationship was 3 years long and she is currently seeing someone else. I have a moment of weakness and call her and breakdown asking for her back. She tells me she love her new boyfriend etc etc and I threaten to drive an hour to where she lives and pay her new boyfriend a visit. This all came out of nowhere and happened in one day. I was fine until this day. This depression lasts for 3-4 days. I basically harassed her during this time. Called her horrible things and ruined any respect she had for me. I came out of it after 4 days and came to my senses. Blocked her on every device, social media, everything I could think of.
This was about 5-6 weeks ago. I'm good now and love the girl I'm with. I have since upped my tren dose to 525mg/week and still feel "ok". My mood is completely different every day though. There is no stability on tren. One day you could feel amazing and the next you could be the meanest moodiest asshole on earth. Generally I will say that all in all I feel like shit. It's not unbearable but I can tell I'm not 100% myself. I find it difficult to find joy in things I usually like and I'm mostly emotionless unless it's anger. Very similar to my symptoms when I had depression in my early 20's. I will continue to add tren to my cycles here and there. I love the results....and as long as everything is right in my life (which it wasn't this time) I will be fine. But for those who say the side effects are over-hyped...that may be true for you...but for me tren has been a different experience each time and each day is a new adventure.
I'll be sticking to ace for now in case I need to jump ship!
Thanks for listening lol.
