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Privatemedlabs.....and I started cruising and blasting and running pct and coming off completely for the last 5 years or so. The last time i came off I crashed hard, my pct wasn’t up to par and waiting to see if my endocrine system was gonna come through fucking sucked bad. I live in New Gay York where you can’t do half the shit the rest of the states do and trying to get test levels checked and shit from these fucking doctors is like asking them to slit their own wrists or something. They fought me on it and I fucking exploded and told them if they cared about actually being a doctor they would actually listen to their patients and anyway my levels came back at 27. The info she gave me wasn’t like a blood chart I see people posting it was like a statement in one line that said test levels are 27 we referred you to an endo. Wait three more months and then we will see you. WTF. So now I started cruising at 100ml a week with cyp. My dilemma is..... do I be honest with these fucking asshole doctors and if I do will they even RX me TRT??? I was so down man. No gym for 4 months. I feel like a fat fucking retard. People around me still ask me about the gym and say I’m in good shape. But I know I’m a fucking soft little bitch. Anyways I told myself I was done on account of enjoying being a father more than blasting and lifting. But, if these doctors don’t help me I’m gonna blast tren and test and deca for the next 20 years. Not really just kidding I just miss feeling like the man I used to be.... rant over. Seriously, what do I tell the doctors?


