NEW DAY NEW START LETS GET THIS CHICKEN.

[Dieselnation]

This has always been a second home to me. a place to separate from regular size civilians and feel right in place with my 200somethibg to do something group size. Anyway I think I had a mental breakdown I was super super super stoked to have a child on the way to make my present family solid.just getting it from every angle by life. The same obgyn my wife leaves in disbelief calls her she didn’t even make it to the lobby my wife tiny alone & scared I get zero reception for the work. They had the audacity to tell her our little girl is so healthy and thriving. I lost it and in turn I received some insight and guidance AND I LOVE ALL YOU GUYS FOR THE SUPPORT !!!!! I was being an ignorant fuck. New day new start .. so I haven’t been on anything I figured I’d start 2cc test e weekly & 1 cc of tren w weekly. Allow that to build up put to back in the 20lbs I’ve lost I dialed in enough to get me solid 20 week bulk run any suggestions or if they think that’s to much test to fast. Any suggestions will help