177.1 with light sleep and mega amounts of hydration
went to bed at 188, thats how much i pissed over night lol
probably led to the light sleep as well woke up like 6 times, oh well worth I guess family had pretty good time at this hunting expo we went to.
was pretty cool, was just drinking water diet soda the whole time
however fatigue was real and had to tap out after a couple of hours.
also seems like fat came off my feet a little early, my fucking feet hurt alot. might go walking/running shoe shopping also.
any yall have some good recommends im all ears.
picked up some cheeses and sausages for the kids. they super loved them.
rare for my son to like anything so splurged alittle.
there was a lady selling soup spice mixes and my son loved them as well.
i dont think t his boy has ever had soup in his life.
as soon as I got home made him some and devoured it.
cardio done and check ins completed. dropped 3lbs this week so keeping macros the same.
not sure if ill drop more here or not well see.
i have bjj promos on the 27th, so gonna try to keep it in until then then start backing off. its getting crazy hard, even just doing the techniques, right after training
im super exhausted. especially on fridays, i really do not look forward to it after leg day. never have, but right now its particularly difficult.
bjj is kinda weird too since its not quite strength training, and not quite cardio depending, its a good bit of movement and its fun at least.
and there is something to be said about hanging out with my buddies that kick my ass everyday, more so now t hen usual since im down 22lbs, but it is a good barometer for my strength.
i can really tell when im grappling if my strength has dipped. which it really hasnt. when i grab someones wrist, its mine. when I grab someones lapel, its mine, or at least until i get tired lol.
anavar deployed! should be fun. I like the twists and turns of all this, despite the insane difficulty, and its only gonna get harder.
coach dropped the R word too. And for once it wasnt "retard" it was "REFEED"
yay rice! funny how rice gets super gross in a growth phase, but its quite the luxury in a cut haha. Dont think ive had rice since like april lol.
might have a rice and shrimp bowl in the next 2/3 weeks.

finally ill have something to post in the what are you eating thread that doesnt quite look like vomit lol
gonna go car shopping today a little.
trading maverick for rav4 hybrid or a cx50 hybrid. just depends. dont really need to but would help out a bit with food travel and stuff.
i already have a truck too so the mavericks a little redundant.
luckily dont really NEED it so i have all the power on this one for once.
only slight struggle is with family in the evenings, they like doing shit at 7pm and its like uhhh guys no. im done.
yall are off, ive been up since 2 - 4am, ive logged 10k steps and had a full day of working. yall fckin serious right now lol. im going to bed.
oh well only 8 - 10 weeks left of it so its limited.
they arent used to me being selfish lol.
which I WARNED them about for months. that the time was coming where id be a little reclusive/ selfish / immobile towards the end of the day.
we had a great 6 months, cruise travel wrestling activities. theyll live.
biggest saving grace for me is fatigue hit after my wifes birthday, and was a big one. her 40th but we had a great great weekend.
literally this monday tuesday fatigue hit hard haha. lucky lady. im glad I wasnt a debbie downer for her.
this prep / growth/ cut just couldnt have had better timing all around.
seriously coach has had the perfect plan since january for this. i had 450 carbs roughly to play with on the cruise, and ive just learned so much about myself training wise, meal wise, ill be a better bodybuilder/person after all this 100%.
the kids will be going back to school the last like 3 weeks of my prep so thatll be interesting i guess how it changes things a little for me just schedule wise, but with bjj outta the picture around that time as well shouldnt be too much of an issue i think.
anyways enough useless rambling time to go buy skrimps