I am at a point now where hes demand i never speak of it again my worry was he wasn't educated enough on them he didnt do his bloods 1st to get a baseline level he didnt order any thing else once he had finished cycle I may be naive but Ive researched and researched steriods till I cant take in any more information. I know he will just up his test dose instead which didnt go great last time
I brooched it yesterday with him and he deflected and said I when doing monjuro and that they are the same hmm not in the slightest but we roll nothing has changed and now the kids are picking up on his behaviour and my oldest messaged him and he took it as an attack on him as a person the boys 14 and traumatised from what he did 2years ago and thinks his dad is going back to that all he said was "your mums beong doing skinny jab and its effected her mental health' he's checked out emotionally with us all asked if he wanted to leave said no so at the min we are all walking round on eggshells im due surgery next week with a 13 week recovery and cant rely on him for support sorry for long post its been a rough few weeks no idea if stopping steriods causes withdrawal issues his snappy angry told.me he could really punch me in my face like full punch takes digs at my appearance calls me names but he says its banta and hea never on 16 year wanted to lay a hand on me so currently deciding what to do the boys love him but they aren't close with him due to how he is
