Very frequently angry

[dirtdevil84]

"Anabolics amplify your personality" is bullshit and shouldnt be a blanket statement. Before starting TRT and Cycles i was a hypogonadal little bitch offended by everything. Everything was a big deal, emotions were a mess. Since optimization of my hormones I am unbothered by almost everything. Life is better. Im happier because I look and feel better and can think like a man, not a low test little bitch. So no, anabolics do NOT amplify your personality, and anyone saying that is obviously not a veteran of this lifestyle.

Not much has changed apparently.

 

[BigManT]

Not much has changed apparently.

Bitches love starting drama

 

[AR-15]

Well I’m pissed off most of the time but I can turn it off and be polite ina matter of seconds if someone deserves it.

I honestly think my demeanor is just me putting up my guard because growing up I was basically disappointed and let down by everyone that showed up in my life. They all wanted something from me. I learned early on that if I walked around pissed off everyone would basically just leave me alone.

 

[Rnduser1]

Sounds like a lot of repressed trauma.

This has been mentioned a few times, and after consideration, it isn’t wrong. I don’t wish to share details but I doubt traditional therapy would help. I think that I need to work toward building a family of my own and breaking the cycle once and for all. That would be fulfilling.

 

[Rnduser1]

I find that if I use them for entertainment, the laughter helps me cope.

I have also committed to something similar to what Jimmy mentions here. Being able to distance myself from the frustrating moments and lean into a playful disposition, I can at least control my reaction to the situation and hopefully that leads to better emotional outcomes.

I appreciate everyone who had replied and shared, it has genuinely helped.

 

[McPriimate]

I used to be much muuuch angrier. When I lost it I was not the person I wanted to be, but could only control it to a point and then would blow my stack. Never anything that would land me in jail (or even hurt my family or that kind of thing), but I’m apparently a bit scary when I’m mad (not always loud, just scary). Realized that I didn’t want to be that guy and have that effect on others.

Took kind of a long time but now I look at other people and (true or not) assume they’re either having a bad day or a bad life or are just stupid (not their fault) or such. And life has been unreasonably good to me/us, so wtf am I deciding to do?

And then I decide that I’m gonna play chess and not checkers and they can think they’re winning (the commute, the “argument” or whatever) because I’m playing a different game.

And I’m gonna win that game. No more fights, blow ups etc. Mostly works. Some people still manage to test me - but it now takes a LOT for me to take the bait

But for a long time I don’t think I realized how much most other people struggle just to not be an idiot

 

[McPriimate]

And “not EVER hurt my fam”…. Not “not even…”

Stoopid autocorrect

 

[AR-15]

-I got angry a few weeks ago. Long story short my ex in all her infinite wisdom decided it would be a good idea to surprise me at dinner with her new man. These dinners are used to discuss our kids and what’s coming up with them. Wife and I had a little playful disagreement about one of our kids and then this new motherfucker had to open his dick suckers and proceeded to tell me how I could be a better father and ex husband and blah blah blah.

Anyway go figure. I didn’t handle it the best way in a restaurant. I got a couple charges and he got a couple broken ribs.!

Ended up getting invited to county for a few weeks and have to pay for a bunch of shit.

I know I know. I’m a weak bitch cunt fag who can’t control himself and needs to grow up.

Gotta admit that was a tough situation for me to get through. She knew what she was doing. Probably would do the same thing again though. I can’t sit there in front of some twink who’s banging my ex and listen to him give me lessons of parenting.

 

[Rnduser1]

-I got angry a few weeks ago. Long story short my ex in all her infinite wisdom decided it would be a good idea to surprise me at dinner with her new man. These dinners are used to discuss our kids and what’s coming up with them. Wife and I had a little playful disagreement about one of our kids and then this new motherfucker had to open his dick suckers and proceeded to tell me how I could be a better father and ex husband and blah blah blah.

Anyway go figure. I didn’t handle it the best way in a restaurant. I got a couple charges and he got a couple broken ribs.!

Ended up getting invited to county for a few weeks and have to pay for a bunch of shit.

I know I know. I’m a weak bitch cunt fag who can’t control himself and needs to grow up.

Gotta admit that was a tough situation for me to get through. She knew what she was doing. Probably would do the same thing again though. I can’t sit there in front of some twink who’s banging my ex and listen to him give me lessons of parenting.

I immediately got red and hot when I read the bolded part. That guy got lucky it was only a few broken ribs. Very challenging situation because it was an obvious provocation on his part.

 

[elit3keraed]

What a ridiculous dumbass statement. Comparing testosterone to alcohol...you should be banned for that nonsensical shit

Yea alcohol and tren are closer…cuz on enough of either I will fuck anything with tits and a pussy and I struggle to cum.

 

[Vexor]

Yea alcohol and tren are closer…cuz on enough of either I will fuck anything with tits and a pussy and I struggle to cum.

anything with tits and pussy, what are the options, I wonder lol
jokes apart, situation is tight bro

 

[elit3keraed]

anything with tits and pussy, what are the options, I wonder lol
jokes apart, situation is tight bro

I mean in my state I gotta include both or else you’re going to get a lot of he/she’s with half and half

 

[Glycomann]

Not sure where else to put this so The Pit it is.

Anyone else just constantly or near constantly angry? I have the self control not to act out and I get my aggression out in the gym and with sex but it’s like a never ending flow of anger. I think I’ve hit my personal limit of dealing with retards maybe? Idk feel free to share and/or flame me.

Something tells me there is a woman involved.