I know it is on paper.
But I will literally not be able to sleep at night, I will stare at my fucking ceiling thinking about cookies, pizza, chicken wings until I drive my self insane.
I will pace around my house counting the hours on the clock until I can eat my next meal.
Then when the next day starts I'll do it all again.
I can live like that for a short period but doing that for 6 months feels like an impossible task for me. Then I'll eventually give up in self defeat and say fuck it.
I've tried everything, even a small slow deficit.
I track every bite of food I eat, I can tell you everything I've eaten in the last 30 days.
more cardio you say and up calories? Tried that too, I'll just be more hungry then normal after the cardio.
I've done Intermittent fasting, keto, paleo, whatever you can think of I'm sure I've tried it.
Maybe my brain and ghrelin response is just fucked somehow.
If you have any tips I'm all ears, pretty much don't know what else to do at this point.
Sorry for the wall of unrelated text in your log
@dcdogz