Wow I had no idea you were so well-versed in the the dynamics of my relationship with my wife! So you’re under the impression that she wants to leave me? Well that’s enough right there to prove that you’re a fucking idiot, this is my call not hers and she is actually begging me to not do this. You don’t know shit about what I’ve been through with this woman. She is a clinical sociopath (violent one at that) who tried extremely diligently to end my life over the course of 2 years. I kicked her out probably 30+ times back then, but always let her back in, because I was such a sucker for her manipulation and seduction…
Don’t act like you know shit about what is right for my life and my family. I worry every day if she’s gonna go back to her old ways and harm either me or our kids… not something that’s easy to live with. I have given this relationship everything I have in me. More than anyone else would have been willing to do for her. Those two years have really fucked me up and I’m seriously starting to consider the notion that I may have PTSD from it. It is extremely difficult to live with someone that has this condition. All her compassion and sympathy is fake, she’s knows this, I know this but it’s all she can do. She can’t help that she is this way but the best she can do is pretend to share these feelings that drive all of us to do good to others. All I was asking of her is to just control her behavior, I told her I can still look past what has happened if she can just be good to us, I told her I would look past these not so typical attributes of hers as long as she is good to us, but it’s just starting to get to me.
The only reason I can justify staying with her is to be able to have a watchful eye on her behavior so that I can (hate to say it but) Keep her in-line. Psychology would say that she will never be able to change or to control her actions and that she is indeed a ticking time bomb… that scares the shit out of me and I honestly may still let her back for that reason…
I’ve got a lot to think about this is a very unique situation, something I bet you’ve never had to figure out. So if you don’t have any support to offer and are just gonna sit there and pretend you know what’s best for me and insult me because you don’t agree with my personal decisions you can kick rocks and GTFO of this thread.
You don’t know shit, bottom line.
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