that is the biggest reason why I'm considering it and why I'm not considering it. I'm torn between wanting to experience that (and knowing full well once i do it, I probably wont ever come all the way off) and knowing that like you said, once you go there, it cant be undone. and you wont be satisfied with ever being natty again. I always liked the quote : "I'd rather regret having done something, than regret having not done something" or something along those lines. Thats really the reason why I posted this thread. I want to know from experienced guys, who did this shit the right way, with a solid base and a true love of the gym , not just wanting to "get big fast" or "get shredded" like alot of fools do, is it really worth it? Like is the enhanced life and what it brings you worth the downsides?
I have a strong desire to do it, to take it to that level and see what my body can do. Maybe not yet, maybe its not time yet. I do think it makes sense to do TRT when I'm older, but thats still quite a ways off.