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So those that know me know I’ve made a concerted effort to improve myself as a human being. I thought I was doing much better until about 3 hours ago.

So short story long just had to have Hernia Surgery. It’s been like 6 days so I’m cool and all. Just a little sore and pissy. Anyway I’m watching my cattle out the window and Inget a knock on the door. Fuck I live in the middle of nowhere where. I’m half naked. Ok whatever I go to the door with just jeans on and no shirt. I open the door and it’s like two 10 year old kids wanting to know if I’ve surrendered to Christ. Man I was pissed but ok they are kids. I was super nice. Took their paperwork and said thank you. Meanwhile I could tell they were deathly afraid of me. I felt horrible. I got some pretty evil shit tattoos all over me.
Anyway shut the door. Pissed off at myself for looking like a freak and then another knock on the door. This time it’s apparently the Dad wanting to talk now.
I told the dude he had the wrong guy and please just go away. Nope. Dude just couldn’t listen. So I preceded to explain to him what a fucking cunt he was to send the kids to the door first. If he wanted to chat with me about the lord he should have come first. Then I explained to him that if he didn’t get off my porch how I was gonna beat the brakes off him in front of his kids.
Needless to say he left. Still think it was a pretty shitty way to do things. I wasn’t hating on them for trying to help people but why use the kids? Fucking weird ass motherfuckers in the country. Also why I have dogs. Maybe next time. lol
 
AR-15 said:
So those that know me know I’ve made a concerted effort to improve myself as a human being. I thought I was doing much better until about 3 hours ago.

So short story long just had to have Hernia Surgery. It’s been like 6 days so I’m cool and all. Just a little sore and pissy. Anyway I’m watching my cattle out the window and Inget a knock on the door. Fuck I live in the middle of nowhere where. I’m half naked. Ok whatever I go to the door with just jeans on and no shirt. I open the door and it’s like two 10 year old kids wanting to know if I’ve surrendered to Christ. Man I was pissed but ok they are kids. I was super nice. Took their paperwork and said thank you. Meanwhile I could tell they were deathly afraid of me. I felt horrible. I got some pretty evil shit tattoos all over me.
Anyway shut the door. Pissed off at myself for looking like a freak and then another knock on the door. This time it’s apparently the Dad wanting to talk now.
I told the dude he had the wrong guy and please just go away. Nope. Dude just couldn’t listen. So I preceded to explain to him what a fucking cunt he was to send the kids to the door first. If he wanted to chat with me about the lord he should have come first. Then I explained to him that if he didn’t get off my porch how I was gonna beat the brakes off him in front of his kids.
Needless to say he left. Still think it was a pretty shitty way to do things. I wasn’t hating on them for trying to help people but why use the kids? Fucking weird ass motherfuckers in the country. Also why I have dogs. Maybe next time. lol
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Life's too short brother, don't sweat it and heal up.
 
Most the time I won’t even open the door and if I do I’ll say no thank you or I’m not interested right in the middle of their shpeel and shut the door. No hard feelings but I don’t need people talking shit to me or trying to sell me solar panels or hurricane windows when I just got home from working all day.Its bad enough they made me get off the couch or bed to get the door for nothing
 
Maybe it was the kids idea. Maybe they were the only ones going door to door witnessing that day because of something their Sunday school teacher challenged them to do. Dad was just their ride. And maybe while sitting in the vehicle dad felt led to talk to you once the kids were finished. Often times, in a case like that, dad doesn’t really want to leave his comfort zone to come to your door. But he feels led to do so. He’s acting on faith and doing what he feels he’s being called to do. Often times it’s the last thing he really wants to do, though.

Just throwing that out as a possibility. I have no clue what he said or how he approached you. I can tell you feel somewhat guilty. That means there’s a heart under there somewhere. Even if you don’t like acknowledging it.
 
Bando said:
Maybe it was the kids idea. Maybe they were the only ones going door to door witnessing that day because of something their Sunday school teacher challenged them to do. Dad was just their ride. And maybe while sitting in the vehicle dad felt led to talk to you once the kids were finished. Often times, in a case like that, dad doesn’t really want to leave his comfort zone to come to your door. But he feels led to do so. He’s acting on faith and doing what he feels he’s being called to do. Often times it’s the last thing he really wants to do, though.

Just throwing that out as a possibility. I have no clue what he said or how he approached you. I can tell you feel somewhat guilty. That means there’s a heart under there somewhere. Even if you don’t like acknowledging it.
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Well if I didn’t feel like an asshole I do now! 😂

Nah I was super cool and respectful to the girls( other than looking like a freak to them. I like kids. I’d never disrespect them or old heads. I had had enough though and Daddy wasn’t feeling my vibe at first. Then and only then did I act like an asshole. Kids were in the car btw.

I was hoping to get a pass on this one since I didn’t knock his teeth down his throat. My luck lately I would have tore my stitches. lol
 
I get extremely pissed when strangers looking to proselytize, push their gay politics, or sell shit ring my doorbell. Something about it. When I go out in public, I'm primed and ready and I just assume that some jerkoff is going to irritate me. But like, this home is my family's fucking sanctuary. This is where we have our peace. This is where we escape the assfucks of the world. Don't fucking infest it with your garbage. I completely understand your anger.
 
Considering you are trying to heal from surgery, already told the kids no thank you, then had to tell the dad repeatedly, your reaction wasn't too bad. I too live on a farm and a lot of acreage. If you don't already have them, security cameras go a long way in screening your "visits".

I'm not saying its right, but I have played the "cancer, I'm sick" card to make people leave me alone.

Relax and heal up Bro! You don't need the stress.
 
Haha, I feel you, usually very short with religious door knockers but a little while ago I was in a good mood and let 2 guys talk me into talk about why I didn’t think it was a god, I guess they thought they were going to save me but I’m pretty sure they started to question if it was a god themselves after talking to me… 🤷🏻‍♂️
 
BBruce said:
Haha, I feel you, usually very short with religious door knockers but a little while ago I was in a good mood and let 2 guys talk me into talk about why I didn’t think it was a god, I guess they thought they were going to save me but I’m pretty sure they started to question if it was a god themselves after talking to me… 🤷🏻‍♂️
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This was a first for me. You must have a lot more patience than me. This time anyway.

I totally believe in a creator. I’m just not 100% sold on what or who that is yet. I personally just think we have either forgotten why we are here and why or are still just too stupid to figure it out yet.

Bothers me as to why the big information cover up all these years. Too much old technology to ignore. 75% of everything we learned is bullshit. A zillion slaves built the pyramids. Yeah ok they rolled 100ton stones cut from a whole piece 1000’s of miles on sticks in the desert. Watch a crane try and lift a 10,000lb steel beam in 2026. Better yet time how long it takes to drag one on sticks 100’s of miles over mountains and across a sandy desert.

Cover up = control of information. Why? What’s the big secret? Yes I’ve been watching the history channel all week. 😂
 
FearsomeCOR said:
You think you’re a bad person because you opened the door shirtless?

This is not a set back brother
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No not at all bro. I made a living shirtless. Just being real though I do have some pretty offensive tattoos that are pretty easily read with my shirt off. I really do try and respect others. Especially kids. Had I of known they were young girls I definitely would have taken the time to cover up. First thing I could see them looking at was my abs. Right across them is my worst tattoo I got. 10 yr old kids don’t need to see that shit. Not at that age anyway. They will have plenty of time for that kinda shit later in life. I just felt bad cause I could tell they were shitting their pants.

In hindsight I live in the country and I do have dogs. Could have been a bad situation if my 110lb Bullie would have bothered to care the little girls were there.

lol He saw his first black Fed Ex guy the other day. Talk about one scared motherfucker. I couldn’t have paid dude to open the van door. 😂😂😂😂😂
 
AR-15 said:
No not at all bro. I made a living shirtless. Just being real though I do have some pretty offensive tattoos that are pretty easily read with my shirt off. I really do try and respect others. Especially kids. Had I of known they were young girls I definitely would have taken the time to cover up. First thing I could see them looking at was my abs. Right across them is my worst tattoo I got. 10 yr old kids don’t need to see that shit. Not at that age anyway. They will have plenty of time for that kinda shit later in life. I just felt bad cause I could tell they were shitting their pants.

In hindsight I live in the country and I do have dogs. Could have been a bad situation if my 110lb Bullie would have bothered to care the little girls were there.

lol He saw his first black Fed Ex guy the other day. Talk about one scared motherfucker. I couldn’t have paid dude to open the van door.
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I think we have all been there. I can go from cool to feeling this giant volcano build in literally seconds. Going to counseling and shit O now try to walk away and that you did until the fucking cult dad showed up. I sit here thinking and I would have done the same thing but probably would have broken some of my own shit in the process. Fist through a wall or something stupid I regret after. I have gotten good at fixing them over the years. I try to control the volcano but there are times I cant. Sometimes I blame myself but in your situation I would have done the same and would 100% blame that idiot father.

As far as religion I say its all a bunch of cults BS. Yes I believe its a good way to live and feel there is something else out there that likely created man. All stories in the Bible are hand me downs. Written 100s of years. How much truth is still in a story handed down from 10 years ago? Religion as I see it is all about control. Religion caused that father to send his 2 kids to your door. For what??? Only to try to add you to their cult for control.

If you like the history and conspiracy shit check out The Why Files on YouTube.

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AR-15 said:
So those that know me know I’ve made a concerted effort to improve myself as a human being. I thought I was doing much better until about 3 hours ago.

So short story long just had to have Hernia Surgery. It’s been like 6 days so I’m cool and all. Just a little sore and pissy. Anyway I’m watching my cattle out the window and Inget a knock on the door. Fuck I live in the middle of nowhere where. I’m half naked. Ok whatever I go to the door with just jeans on and no shirt. I open the door and it’s like two 10 year old kids wanting to know if I’ve surrendered to Christ. Man I was pissed but ok they are kids. I was super nice. Took their paperwork and said thank you. Meanwhile I could tell they were deathly afraid of me. I felt horrible. I got some pretty evil shit tattoos all over me.
Anyway shut the door. Pissed off at myself for looking like a freak and then another knock on the door. This time it’s apparently the Dad wanting to talk now.
I told the dude he had the wrong guy and please just go away. Nope. Dude just couldn’t listen. So I preceded to explain to him what a fucking cunt he was to send the kids to the door first. If he wanted to chat with me about the lord he should have come first. Then I explained to him that if he didn’t get off my porch how I was gonna beat the brakes off him in front of his kids.
Needless to say he left. Still think it was a pretty shitty way to do things. I wasn’t hating on them for trying to help people but why use the kids? Fucking weird ass motherfuckers in the country. Also why I have dogs. Maybe next time. lol
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I would of reacted the same way and I am typically a pretty mellow person.
 
Bigtoe said:
I think we have all been there. I can go from cool to feeling this giant volcano build in literally seconds. Going to counseling and shit O now try to walk away and that you did until the fucking cult dad showed up. I sit here thinking and I would have done the same thing but probably would have broken some of my own shit in the process. Fist through a wall or something stupid I regret after. I have gotten good at fixing them over the years. I try to control the volcano but there are times I cant. Sometimes I blame myself but in your situation I would have done the same and would 100% blame that idiot father.

As far as religion I say its all a bunch of cults BS. Yes I believe its a good way to live and feel there is something else out there that likely created man. All stories in the Bible are hand me downs. Written 100s of years. How much truth is still in a story handed down from 10 years ago? Religion as I see it is all about control. Religion caused that father to send his 2 kids to your door. For what??? Only to try to add you to their cult for control.

If you like the history and conspiracy shit check out The Why Files on YouTube.

Sent from my SM-S906U1 using Tapatalk
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I agree with cult religion, it’s just away of controlling ppl, but for those that’s religious for themselves it can be good.

One of my best friends, he is also one of the nicest guys I know, is Muslim and his wife is Christian, sounds like a crazy mix but he says “religion is for myself and as long as you have good values I don’t care what you believe”.

That’s how it should be, regardless religion, color, status or political views we can still be friends as long as you have good values. The world would be a better place if more had the same mindset.
 
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some churches have a special speaker coming to town or a special event, they are asked to reach out in the community and talk to people and let folks know about it. there are people that been thinking about attending they just dont know what to do. you dont have to be rude, you can say thank you for stopping by but Im happy with my religious choices, have a nice day.
 
BBruce said:
I agree with cult religion, it’s just away of controlling ppl, but for those that’s religious for themselves it can be good.

One of my best friends, he is also one of the nicest guys I know, is Muslim and his wife is Christian, sounds like a crazy mix but he says “religion is for myself and as long as you have good values I don’t care what you believe”.

That’s how it should be, regardless religion, color, status or political views we can still be friends as long as you have good values. The world would be a better place if more had the same mindset.
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its not required you are free to attend or not, there is not controlling of the people. just people being friendly and helping their community. My wife cooks chicken soup and brings it to people who are sick or just got home from the hospital, and take elderly folks to the grocery store of doctors appointments. Personally I dont involve myself with church organized stuff. I was more drawn to volunteer on the streets helping homeless vets. after over 20 years of volunteering I only meet christians, jews, buddhists never an athiest or muslim, altho I hear muslims do care for their own communities. just saying
 
heckler7 said:
its not required you are free to attend or not, there is not controlling of the people. just people being friendly and helping their community. My wife cooks chicken soup and brings it to people who are sick or just got home from the hospital, and take elderly folks to the grocery store of doctors appointments. Personally I dont involve myself with church organized stuff. I was more drawn to volunteer on the streets helping homeless vets. after over 20 years of volunteering I only meet christians, jews, buddhists never an athiest or muslim, altho I hear muslims do care for their own communities. just saying
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See now I have to go and take back all the bad shit I said about you. 🤬😂
 
AR-15 said:
So those that know me know I’ve made a concerted effort to improve myself as a human being. I thought I was doing much better until about 3 hours ago.

So short story long just had to have Hernia Surgery. It’s been like 6 days so I’m cool and all. Just a little sore and pissy. Anyway I’m watching my cattle out the window and Inget a knock on the door. Fuck I live in the middle of nowhere where. I’m half naked. Ok whatever I go to the door with just jeans on and no shirt. I open the door and it’s like two 10 year old kids wanting to know if I’ve surrendered to Christ. Man I was pissed but ok they are kids. I was super nice. Took their paperwork and said thank you. Meanwhile I could tell they were deathly afraid of me. I felt horrible. I got some pretty evil shit tattoos all over me.
Anyway shut the door. Pissed off at myself for looking like a freak and then another knock on the door. This time it’s apparently the Dad wanting to talk now.
I told the dude he had the wrong guy and please just go away. Nope. Dude just couldn’t listen. So I preceded to explain to him what a fucking cunt he was to send the kids to the door first. If he wanted to chat with me about the lord he should have come first. Then I explained to him that if he didn’t get off my porch how I was gonna beat the brakes off him in front of his kids.
Needless to say he left. Still think it was a pretty shitty way to do things. I wasn’t hating on them for trying to help people but why use the kids? Fucking weird ass motherfuckers in the country. Also why I have dogs. Maybe next time. lol
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Yeah, you're a dick.
 
i don’t get many proselytizers, but I get a lot of sales people, mostly home improvements, who completely ignore my “No Soliciting” sign and then tell me they didn’t see the sign. To which I respond, “Then you’re not detail oriented enough to do any work for me. Buh bye.” They go.

Or some yahoos who insist that one of my children stole their kid brothers Apple watch in school and it’s pinged to this exact location. I don’t have children. And that Apple watch could be anywhere within a mile radius. They don’t leave. I call the police. They leave and don’t return.

It’s really hard living as a hermit in the middle of suburbia. :ROFLMAO:
 
God is calling you and everyone one of us. he uses the simple to confound the wise.

He seeks a relationship by belief in His Son that He sent to pay for the original sin of Adam’s disobedience which made us born sinners which is why we sin, we aren’t sinners because we sin. Read that twice
but by Jesus obedience He makes us righteous as Paul wrote in Romans👇🏼

Romans 5
For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous.

Nobody is promised tomorrow brothers ❤️
Much love and respect 💪🏼
 
HFO4 said:
God is calling you and everyone one of us. he uses the simple to confound the wise.

He seeks a relationship by belief in His Son that He sent to pay for the original sin of Adam’s disobedience which made us born sinners which is why we sin, we aren’t sinners because we sin. Read that twice
but by Jesus obedience He makes us righteous as Paul wrote in Romans👇🏼

Romans 5
For as by one man's disobedience many were made sinners, so by the obedience of one shall many be made righteous.

Nobody is promised tomorrow brothers ❤️
Much love and respect 💪🏼
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you think babies are born sinners?
 

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