164.3 new low, down 3.5 from last week!
ive noticed, past few weeks, i drop mostly during fri-sun then it just holds rest of the week.
seem like im building up ton of systemic inflammation possibly during the week? then fri - sun I get relaxed as fuck and boom whatever I was losing during the week comes off.
pretty neat and good to know as we get closer and closer. I have super active weekends but I take it a bit easy, stress free, and coach mentioned on my off time or rest days or down time try not to think about bodybuilding or anything. Just realized thats kinda what I do on the weekends, and during the week im just consumed by it. Stress with work /sleep /meal prepping /steps/ lifting/ cardio /posing/ vacuums. I mentioned before its OVERWHELMING. On the weekends tho i have time so im just stress worry free about everything, despite mostly doing all that stuff. No work, no dealing with the kids, just chilling at home cleaning/organizing stuff out. its peaceful.
at the same time its super hard not to STRESS about this, probably one of the hardest things ive ever done, still have a bit of work to do, and probably one of the biggest events/accomplishments in my life next to kids, marriage and maybe buying a house. cant think of anything that much bigger, at least for myself.
going from fat, to on stage, is just cant believe im almost there.
my wife got super nervous last night lol. we were eating dinner and she just randomly looked up at me, your show is in a month??
i was like, um yea.
she just looked at me like


its like wtf u think ive been doing all summer lmao.
4 weeks out today officially!
check ins done.
cardio done!
same rest day foods no changes, finishing up all the shrimp, and re buying today some.
theres a deal on 5lb boneless ribeye chunk of meat might pick it up for the fam. 7.99 a about 5 steaks ish for 45 bucks.
gonna make some rice crispies today fresh for the kiddos.
gotta lotta of shopping to do today, then organizing the house up a bit. I have so many packages lol.
needa reorganize matcha/espresso station, gonna move out a buncha whiskey i dont drink anymore and just in general prep since kids go back to school this week.
hoping to be done around 4/5 and watch some football this evening.
have some androgen changes. not big ones, newest addition gonna be using this rare bad boi. on to the good stufff!
