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Today is yet another One...
I was too weak, scared or chicken shit to get all the test done this month..
But in a few hours, in that variable situation again..
Getting the Results...
Having two C's isn't cool...
Fighting these daily has put a heavy toll on everything...relationship, health, motivation, friends and Family....
And years of Fighting..hasn't yielded many Wins..
BUT....
I'm not in control of any damn thing...
Hard for someone like me to accept..!!!
God I know choose me for a Reason..
What... I'm not exactly sure,but quitting isn't something I'm used Too...
Beyond that...have to see..
I prey I die of Old Age...and live 40 more yrs..
Perhaps, but not fighting this...
I heard about an old friend I used to work for..
Had a stroke 17 yrs ago..Was never the same, they say..
BUT...He fought too his last day...
That was him...
This is Me...
Z...
I was too weak, scared or chicken shit to get all the test done this month..
But in a few hours, in that variable situation again..
Getting the Results...
Having two C's isn't cool...
Fighting these daily has put a heavy toll on everything...relationship, health, motivation, friends and Family....
And years of Fighting..hasn't yielded many Wins..
BUT....
I'm not in control of any damn thing...
Hard for someone like me to accept..!!!
God I know choose me for a Reason..
What... I'm not exactly sure,but quitting isn't something I'm used Too...
Beyond that...have to see..
I prey I die of Old Age...and live 40 more yrs..
Perhaps, but not fighting this...
I heard about an old friend I used to work for..
Had a stroke 17 yrs ago..Was never the same, they say..
BUT...He fought too his last day...
That was him...
This is Me...
Z...