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To All That Know Me...

Will be thinking and praying on your situation, you were one of the first to ever reach out and respond to me here,always have good posts and responses ,many I can tell look across to you as a brother,I don't know you personally,just what I see and read on here,hang in there,and never give up,that's what sets us all apart on here from those who give in to everything,take the time to get urself better,make a plan and new goal to bounce back and stay the course,pick up your cross and carry the flag into the next battle,after all we are never done fighting in life, for so many things,and our selves and others

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estrada81 said:
Will be thinking and praying on your situation, you were one of the first to ever reach out and respond to me here,always have good posts and responses ,many I can tell look across to you as a brother,I don't know you personally,just what I see and read on here,hang in there,and never give up,that's what sets us all apart on here from those who give in to everything,take the time to get urself better,make a plan and new goal to bounce back and stay the course,pick up your cross and carry the flag into the next battle,after all we are never done fighting in life, for so many things,and our selves and others

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Thanks my Friend...
I'm recovering, but a lot slower than the many times before..
Not even close to 100%...
But,I'm still trying to get there..

I can't tell you how many before have reached out, in my many Battles..some even called my Girl, before she passed..
She was my Rock...
She would take the time and put me back together..every single piece..
Without here, I'm lost and extremely variable..One bad fall, another hit to the Head..
And that's Game..!!
I'd be lucky and pass..
But, lucky I'm not Now..!!

This round was one of the Worst..another reason I won't let anyone see me in this condition..it's Ugly, and nothing anyone can do to ease the Pain..
It's a shit situation, Zero-Sum Game..a game of solitaire...

We can't always choose our Battles..
But,We can choose how to Fight Them..
C is a real Mother Fucker...and having two is a bit depressing to say the Least..
It slowly tears at you, your confidence, dreams and Hopes..
Pushes people away, brings others closer...it's impossible to explain the Kindness this poor soul has received..surely not due..
C fuels Hate..Guilt..Fear..and Anger..
It is corrosive like a slow acid dripping on your outcome, hopes and positive thoughts..
It's Ugly in every fucking way..

BUT.....
It's afraid too......because many have dug their fucking heels in and Beat the Odds, took the Treatment, took the massive pain inside and took the Failures...
But...Prevailed...
Whenever this one realizes I'm Never Quitting..
It will Bow...!!
Because I don't know how to Bow..!!
And I'm to fucking old to Learn Now...

This Battle hadn't and will never be Easy..
But, it just wouldn't be without having to give it All ...
I'm Honored to Fight C....
To pave my own Road to Victory....One brick at a Time..!!!

I'm not 100%...
But I'm here to still Give Back...!!!
Z...
 

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