Sad Day.....!!!

[E.J.D]

Prayers continually. Heartbreaking to hear... We are here for you Z

 

[Matt88]

Much love brother.

 

[JD1155]

Sorry Z... you’re a stand up dude. In 2009 my fiancé unexpectedly passed so I can somewhat relate. Keep your head up

 

[zionoir626]

Some good news...some bad just Now..
She's not brain dead..Good
Bad..BP is very high, not the heart...Nuro..
Z...

 

[Milford King]

Keep fighting Z.

 

[zionoir626]

Well bottom line..Judy will never be able, nor needs to ever be my Care Giver..Again
I pray she can live a life worth living..but she will not be able..
So,once my situation turns nasty...I have to move or go to State Care..
That could be 2 yrs or 2 wks...
I pray I will be able to help her ..become her again...she'll never be 100% again..
It would just kill me if I had to pass or leave town prior to her recovery..
All of which...is up in the Air..right now....

For now..6:30pm..She's Alive..!!
Z...

 

[XOTG85]

Prayers and prayers bro. Time to ask God to do this one favor for you.

 

[Stiches1965]

Brothers my wife Judy died today on the way home in my Benz...
I thought she was asleep, she had been very ill, but 100% better today...
It's my fault,...I had no idea..
She called work to tell them she was coming in at 6:30am...
We pulled in the driveway, she was unresponsive..felt no pulse, close her airways..Nothing..
Called 911..on the phone 3 or 4 minutes..
Then laid her down on a cold wet ground..
Started CPR..for 3 good minutes..heard fluid when I blew air..but continued till the fire department took over CPR..
They did three rounds..
Ambulance came, she had a light pulse, but getting stronger..

At arrival at the Hospital, it was about Gabriel..Again..
It took everything not to kill 3 people arguing about the dog..and 20mins to find out if she was Alive..
I left around 11pm..she's fighting too live but damage has been done to her heart and brain..
It's my fault, I didn't start CPR soon enough..
I texted her mother..
No parent should ever bury a child..
Told her to blame me..

I've given to vampires that steal our money, big corporations that are robbing us, Hell I can't even afford some meds..
But, I'm hard...
She wasn't..
The shit and heartless cocksucker that have lied, stole and now have cost so much stress on her..
Killed Her.....
If she pulls through, she will never been the same...she was my only support..caretaker..
Without her it's only a matter of time for me..
The next seizure or head injury, that game..
Gabriel is awesome, but he can't call 911..

Brothers I'm sorry...
But,she didn't deserve this..she's watched me nearly die 3 times in two yrs..
Shit we put up with..wore her out..
Time to Hunt..time to let the Rage out..
These heartless fuckers Killed her slowly..
Bit..buy Bit...

I have no soul or conscience...
And people need to pay...they will..
Tell your children this Truth...
"NEVER FUCK WITH A DYING MAN"

I'm not giving any slack...
Tomorrow I'm telling the heart cunt that made my wife stand in the Rain for two hrs at the DMV...she helped kill my Judy..
She won't live a wk if my wife dies..

We aren't really married and no common law in NC..
SO,looks like a tent and Gab till my time and work is done..
I am sorry...but enough is Enough...

To my Friends and much Family Here..
I hope I helped some..
I don't care what happens too Me, but she was my life..without her, I'm broken..
I have no one to call 911,or get me up when I pass out or to hold when death knocks..

Pray for Her soul...
But
Never pity my fucking ass...
It was my Fault...
Goodbye............

Z

 

[Stiches1965]

Well bottom line..Judy will never be able, nor needs to ever be my Care Giver..Again
I pray she can live a life worth living..but she will not be able..
So,once my situation turns nasty...I have to move or go to State Care..
That could be 2 yrs or 2 wks...
I pray I will be able to help her ..become her again...she'll never be 100% again..
It would just kill me if I had to pass or leave town prior to her recovery..
All of which...is up in the Air..right now....

For now..6:30pm..She's Alive..!!
Z...

Stay strong 💪 Sending prayers 🙏

 

[Jbswole40]

My prayers 🙏
Stay positive z.

 

[TopDawg]

Me telling you to stay positive with all you have endured and endure is a slap in the face. I WOULD NEVER INTENTIONALLY INSULT YOU. I personally look up to you. You have endured more than I would ever wish on anyone. Even while you endure everything you do, you place care for others above yourself.

You and your wife are in my prayers. Do not blame yourself. Just stay strong and encourage that girl of yours. Lift her up and love her like I know you're doing.

If you need to talk without judgement, reach out. I will listen, as will many others. I may not have a single answer, but I can listen.

 

[Sherk]

You and Judy have been in my prayers daily for quite a while now, Z. And you guys will continue to be there. Don’t give up hope for her. I overdosed on pain killers and was dead for nearly 10 minutes, was revived and was in a coma for 2 weeks. The dr’s said I would never be the same. I would be partial brain dead and would more than likely have to live on a machine for the remainder of my life. They tried to convince my family that it would be best to just let me go. When I awoke from my coma, by the grace of god, I was perfectly fine. I have full brain function, full motor function. The only thing that is wrong is my kidneys don’t function like they used too. Otherwise, you could never tell I went through what I did. So keep the faith and we will all pray for your wife that she will pull through. It is possible with God by her side.


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[Dogs_of_War]

I’ve never gone through anything like that. Can’t begin to imagine the range of emotions you have gone through. I also understand how those emotions can just take control of us. If you need to vent hit me up. Not sure I can give you great advice , but I can talk and listen. Prayers brother.

 

[Push50]

In my prayers brother.

Matthew 5:1-48


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[zionoir626]

In a few minutes they are pulling the life support on Judy..
I'm unable to witness this..I'm having a really hard time just breathing..

Z...

 

[Onidus]

In a few minutes they are pulling the life support on Judy..
I'm unable to witness this..I'm having a really hard time just breathing..

Z...

I'm so sorry Z 😞

 

[TopDawg]

I'm really sorry to learn of this Z. My heart truly hurts for all you are going through.

 

[sparky100]

Sorry to hear this brother. Stay strong.

 

[Jbswole40]

Sorry z..not many things to say.
My prayers go out to you

 

[zionoir626]

I'm home from the Hospital..guess I fell apart at some point..
But Gabe and I will pull thru together..
Z...

 

[Matt88]

I have no words Z. Prayers for you!!

 

[zionoir626]

Just said my last Goodbye to my Love..
Truley better this way..
The House is constant reminders, so many memories..so pain..
Z...

 

[Boykinben82]

Just said my last Goodbye to my Love..
Truley better this way..
The House is constant reminders, so many memories..so pain..
Z...

My heart goes out to you brother. You’re both in my prayers!!!!

 

[zionoir626]

Hospital called around 2:05am to notify me she had passed..
I miss her like nothing else..she hung with me and all my imperfections..
Today..a great woman went Home..
Z...

 

[Onidus]

I am truly sorry for your loss Z.

 

[Jbswole40]

My condolences z..

 

[TopDawg]

I am truly sorry Z. You have my prayers and condolences for your loss.

 

[Boykinben82]

Prayers for you me friend!!

 

[rdm]

I'm sorry for your loss brother. The only thing you can do now is make sure her spirit lives on. If you need anything I'm always a PM away.

 

[E.J.D]

My condolences Z. You are continually in my prayers.