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Brothers my wife Judy died today on the way home in my Benz...
I thought she was asleep, she had been very ill, but 100% better today...
It's my fault,...I had no idea..
She called work to tell them she was coming in at 6:30am...
We pulled in the driveway, she was unresponsive..felt no pulse, close her airways..Nothing..
Called 911..on the phone 3 or 4 minutes..
Then laid her down on a cold wet ground..
Started CPR..for 3 good minutes..heard fluid when I blew air..but continued till the fire department took over CPR..
They did three rounds..
Ambulance came, she had a light pulse, but getting stronger..
At arrival at the Hospital, it was about Gabriel..Again..
It took everything not to kill 3 people arguing about the dog..and 20mins to find out if she was Alive..
I left around 11pm..she's fighting too live but damage has been done to her heart and brain..
It's my fault, I didn't start CPR soon enough..
I texted her mother..
No parent should ever bury a child..
Told her to blame me..
I've given to vampires that steal our money, big corporations that are robbing us, Hell I can't even afford some meds..
But, I'm hard...
She wasn't..
The shit and heartless cocksucker that have lied, stole and now have cost so much stress on her..
Killed Her.....
If she pulls through, she will never been the same...she was my only support..caretaker..
Without her it's only a matter of time for me..
The next seizure or head injury, that game..
Gabriel is awesome, but he can't call 911..
Brothers I'm sorry...
But,she didn't deserve this..she's watched me nearly die 3 times in two yrs..
Shit we put up with..wore her out..
Time to Hunt..time to let the Rage out..
These heartless fuckers Killed her slowly..
Bit..buy Bit...
I have no soul or conscience...
And people need to pay...they will..
Tell your children this Truth...
"NEVER FUCK WITH A DYING MAN"
I'm not giving any slack...
Tomorrow I'm telling the heart cunt that made my wife stand in the Rain for two hrs at the DMV...she helped kill my Judy..
She won't live a wk if my wife dies..
We aren't really married and no common law in NC..
SO,looks like a tent and Gab till my time and work is done..
I am sorry...but enough is Enough...
To my Friends and much Family Here..
I hope I helped some..
I don't care what happens too Me, but she was my life..without her, I'm broken..
I have no one to call 911,or get me up when I pass out or to hold when death knocks..
Pray for Her soul...
But
Never pity my fucking ass...
It was my Fault...
Goodbye............
Zion
I thought she was asleep, she had been very ill, but 100% better today...
It's my fault,...I had no idea..
She called work to tell them she was coming in at 6:30am...
We pulled in the driveway, she was unresponsive..felt no pulse, close her airways..Nothing..
Called 911..on the phone 3 or 4 minutes..
Then laid her down on a cold wet ground..
Started CPR..for 3 good minutes..heard fluid when I blew air..but continued till the fire department took over CPR..
They did three rounds..
Ambulance came, she had a light pulse, but getting stronger..
At arrival at the Hospital, it was about Gabriel..Again..
It took everything not to kill 3 people arguing about the dog..and 20mins to find out if she was Alive..
I left around 11pm..she's fighting too live but damage has been done to her heart and brain..
It's my fault, I didn't start CPR soon enough..
I texted her mother..
No parent should ever bury a child..
Told her to blame me..
I've given to vampires that steal our money, big corporations that are robbing us, Hell I can't even afford some meds..
But, I'm hard...
She wasn't..
The shit and heartless cocksucker that have lied, stole and now have cost so much stress on her..
Killed Her.....
If she pulls through, she will never been the same...she was my only support..caretaker..
Without her it's only a matter of time for me..
The next seizure or head injury, that game..
Gabriel is awesome, but he can't call 911..
Brothers I'm sorry...
But,she didn't deserve this..she's watched me nearly die 3 times in two yrs..
Shit we put up with..wore her out..
Time to Hunt..time to let the Rage out..
These heartless fuckers Killed her slowly..
Bit..buy Bit...
I have no soul or conscience...
And people need to pay...they will..
Tell your children this Truth...
"NEVER FUCK WITH A DYING MAN"
I'm not giving any slack...
Tomorrow I'm telling the heart cunt that made my wife stand in the Rain for two hrs at the DMV...she helped kill my Judy..
She won't live a wk if my wife dies..
We aren't really married and no common law in NC..
SO,looks like a tent and Gab till my time and work is done..
I am sorry...but enough is Enough...
To my Friends and much Family Here..
I hope I helped some..
I don't care what happens too Me, but she was my life..without her, I'm broken..
I have no one to call 911,or get me up when I pass out or to hold when death knocks..
Pray for Her soul...
But
Never pity my fucking ass...
It was my Fault...
Goodbye............
Zion
