Hey guys, I have a little dilemma I'd like some opinions on. First my history.
I started lifting seriously at 15 years old at 130 pounds. At 18 I made a dumb decision and started using steroids. My first "cycle" was a pro hormone I don't remember the name, drol something with a clomid pct. The next was 500mg test for 12 weeks, standard pct. Then the last was when I was 19 years old, 12 weeks 750mg test and dbol and standard pct. After all that I was 210 pounds at 5'10 and around 12-14%bf.
I had a pretty serious surgery on my heart for something I was born with and thus was unable to exercise at all for 6 months, and even after that I was very limited. I lost 60 pounds as I had no appetite and was stuck in bed. After that experience I was never really motivated to get back into the gym because I felt and looked like shit(I hate being small.)
So fast-forward to now, I'm 22 years old, 140 pounds. I have been feeling severely fatigued, sleep like shit, no appetite, and low sex drive etc for a while so I decided to finally go to the doctor. After I was tested for everything from HIV, Hepatitis, Thyroid function, a ton of general health markers etc, everything came back normal. My doctor was kind of stuck on a diagnosis so I asked if using a pro hormone a few years ago could have made my testosterone go down. I know you're supposed to be honest with doctors but I barely know the guy and didn't want to tell him I took illegal drugs. He ordered a total testosterone test but that's it.
My testosterone was 400ng/dl on a range of like 300-1050. We both agree that even though it's in the normal range my levels should be higher for my age. So he suggested trt, at 100mg/wk. I was kind of shocked he did this because from what I've read it's very hard to get a doctor to prescribe trt, especially at a young age like me. I am not against going on trt if it will help me not feel like shit every day. I am just concerned my doc jumped the gun and/or has little knowledge about this stuff. He never even took any other hormone tests like sbgh, estrogen, etc just the total testosterone. He gave me my first shot today.
So I guess my question is, am I making a bad decision? Looking back I should have asked for more tests, but when he offered the trt the only thing running through my mind was I'll finally feel better, so I just accepted it. I'm just worried that without the other tests, I'll screw something up or hurt my body in some way.
Please don't tell me how stupid I was for using gear at 18, I already know it was a dumb decision and I'm not looking for feedback on that.
I started lifting seriously at 15 years old at 130 pounds. At 18 I made a dumb decision and started using steroids. My first "cycle" was a pro hormone I don't remember the name, drol something with a clomid pct. The next was 500mg test for 12 weeks, standard pct. Then the last was when I was 19 years old, 12 weeks 750mg test and dbol and standard pct. After all that I was 210 pounds at 5'10 and around 12-14%bf.
I had a pretty serious surgery on my heart for something I was born with and thus was unable to exercise at all for 6 months, and even after that I was very limited. I lost 60 pounds as I had no appetite and was stuck in bed. After that experience I was never really motivated to get back into the gym because I felt and looked like shit(I hate being small.)
So fast-forward to now, I'm 22 years old, 140 pounds. I have been feeling severely fatigued, sleep like shit, no appetite, and low sex drive etc for a while so I decided to finally go to the doctor. After I was tested for everything from HIV, Hepatitis, Thyroid function, a ton of general health markers etc, everything came back normal. My doctor was kind of stuck on a diagnosis so I asked if using a pro hormone a few years ago could have made my testosterone go down. I know you're supposed to be honest with doctors but I barely know the guy and didn't want to tell him I took illegal drugs. He ordered a total testosterone test but that's it.
My testosterone was 400ng/dl on a range of like 300-1050. We both agree that even though it's in the normal range my levels should be higher for my age. So he suggested trt, at 100mg/wk. I was kind of shocked he did this because from what I've read it's very hard to get a doctor to prescribe trt, especially at a young age like me. I am not against going on trt if it will help me not feel like shit every day. I am just concerned my doc jumped the gun and/or has little knowledge about this stuff. He never even took any other hormone tests like sbgh, estrogen, etc just the total testosterone. He gave me my first shot today.
So I guess my question is, am I making a bad decision? Looking back I should have asked for more tests, but when he offered the trt the only thing running through my mind was I'll finally feel better, so I just accepted it. I'm just worried that without the other tests, I'll screw something up or hurt my body in some way.
Please don't tell me how stupid I was for using gear at 18, I already know it was a dumb decision and I'm not looking for feedback on that.