Pushing Back..!!

[zionoir626]

Well fellas, November had a Rocky start..but December 1st was a milestone..
After, being side-lined the first 15 days of November, I pulled out some nice training and have been feeling Strong...
So,Strong infact...I worked Yesterday..
After, eleven disappointing months, yes...I returned to work..
Now,I'm only able to do so for 4 to 6 hrs..but I did quite well..Diagnosed an old 1999 BM 300 TD..without any communication with the DME (engine control module)...
And helped train a new guy on Brakes on a Mini Cooper..

I try to work to get a (better than wholesale part prices)...free shop time to work on my Benz..little cash (30 an/hr under the table)..
But, mainly to find another car at a steal..
Working in this industry has few perks..
But I've landed some sweet ass deals over nearly 30 yrs working on cars..
But,I Only work on BMW's..Porsches and Benz..That pay very well..
Just can't break anything or miss Diag..
Stopped working on Rolls-Royce and Bentley, due to the incredibly high priced wood trim..
The Bentley Contenial GT Convertible, with that teakwood bones cover...
Yeah,just the wood...is 35k...I ain't trying to buy that shit...
I buy a part...it goes on my car..
And those 10k Ferrari paint jobs...Nope ain't touching them..
Plus,most of the owners of those types of cars..are straight A-holes...
Sore this morning...but felt good still rocking at what I know..

C has been harder this year..by far
But yesterday...I pushed back hard..
Took back some and stood up against that Dragon...

One can never give In..or loose Hope..
Not one damn minute..Ever..
But..Yesterday..I won a huge Battle..
For those fighting...whatever..
An addiction, alcohol, PTSD,loss of family or just tuff times..Fucking Fight..!!

I refuse to have the things I love to do taken away...or sequester myself in my room and hide...
Not Fucking Happening..!!!

Now..to pay respect...
I have a terrific girl...she slips now and then, but is a trooper..
My close friends here on ASF...
And God....
A damn good day...
This morning is no rest day..
Procedures at 11am...Gym..then some shopping...

One can never give up pushing back, taking back what has been taken..
Or..
It is Forever lost...

Side Note...
The other day a new member joined with major physical issues..lost a leg ,below his knee..
Always....someone has it worse..
Inspired the Hell out of ME..
Thanks Family for giving me strength to Continue this War...
One for Z...
Z...

 

[Bigtoe]

Well fellas, November had a Rocky start..but December 1st was a milestone..
After, being side-lined the first 15 days of November, I pulled out some nice training and have been feeling Strong...
So,Strong infact...I worked Yesterday..
After, eleven disappointing months, yes...I returned to work..
Now,I'm only able to do so for 4 to 6 hrs..but I did quite well..Diagnosed an old 1999 BM 300 TD..without any communication with the DME (engine control module)...
And helped train a new guy on Brakes on a Mini Cooper..

I try to work to get a (better than wholesale part prices)...free shop time to work on my Benz..little cash (30 an/hr under the table)..
But, mainly to find another car at a steal..
Working in this industry has few perks..
But I've landed some sweet ass deals over nearly 30 yrs working on cars..
But,I Only work on BMW's..Porsches and Benz..That pay very well..
Just can't break anything or miss Diag..
Stopped working on Rolls-Royce and Bentley, due to the incredibly high priced wood trim..
The Bentley Contenial GT Convertible, with that teakwood bones cover...
Yeah,just the wood...is 35k...I ain't trying to buy that shit...
I buy a part...it goes on my car..
And those 10k Ferrari paint jobs...Nope ain't touching them..
Plus,most of the owners of those types of cars..are straight A-holes...
Sore this morning...but felt good still rocking at what I know..

C has been harder this year..by far
But yesterday...I pushed back hard..
Took back some and stood up against that Dragon...

One can never give In..or loose Hope..
Not one damn minute..Ever..
But..Yesterday..I won a huge Battle..
For those fighting...whatever..
An addiction, alcohol, PTSD,loss of family or just tuff times..Fucking Fight..!!

I refuse to have the things I love to do taken away...or sequester myself in my room and hide...
Not Fucking Happening..!!!

Now..to pay respect...
I have a terrific girl...she slips now and then, but is a trooper..
My close friends here on ASF...
And God....
A damn good day...
This morning is no rest day..
Procedures at 11am...Gym..then some shopping...

One can never give up pushing back, taking back what has been taken..
Or..
It is Forever lost...

Side Note...
The other day a new member joined with major physical issues..lost a leg ,below his knee..
Always....someone has it worse..
Inspired the Hell out of ME..
Thanks Family for giving me strength to Continue this War...
One for Z...
Z...

It's very true there is always someone that has it worse. The past few months, I have donated most of my time to less fortunate hurricane victims. People lost everything, not just material items. They have lost their homes, lives, and family members. Seeing this daily greatly changed my perspective on what really matters I life.

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[zionoir626]

I've missed you Brother...
Yeah...seeing people loose everything, if it doesn't bother one..they're aren't human..
Cheers to you my friend, for helping..
The people we touch...it leaves a lasting impression on them...
People don't help people Anymore...
Sad,cold world...

We have a homeless friend of ours..
He's never drunk or doped out..very respectful..
We have given him some cash..but my girl got him a Longhorn gift card..he's been wanting a steak..Longhorn is where he hangs out..
I promise a phone to him..

Like the Raffle...Brothers lifting Brothers..
No..no..we can't change this wicked, cold ass world..
BUT...
We can lend a hand or pull together for the greater good..

Fuck the TV BS...shitty government..or billions Sent elsewhere..
We can do some kindness..some love..
To the one's in need..
You're a better man than most..
Z...

 

[Dogs_of_War]

Well fellas, November had a Rocky start..but December 1st was a milestone..
After, being side-lined the first 15 days of November, I pulled out some nice training and have been feeling Strong...
So,Strong infact...I worked Yesterday..
After, eleven disappointing months, yes...I returned to work..
Now,I'm only able to do so for 4 to 6 hrs..but I did quite well..Diagnosed an old 1999 BM 300 TD..without any communication with the DME (engine control module)...
And helped train a new guy on Brakes on a Mini Cooper..

I try to work to get a (better than wholesale part prices)...free shop time to work on my Benz..little cash (30 an/hr under the table)..
But, mainly to find another car at a steal..
Working in this industry has few perks..
But I've landed some sweet ass deals over nearly 30 yrs working on cars..
But,I Only work on BMW's..Porsches and Benz..That pay very well..
Just can't break anything or miss Diag..
Stopped working on Rolls-Royce and Bentley, due to the incredibly high priced wood trim..
The Bentley Contenial GT Convertible, with that teakwood bones cover...
Yeah,just the wood...is 35k...I ain't trying to buy that shit...
I buy a part...it goes on my car..
And those 10k Ferrari paint jobs...Nope ain't touching them..
Plus,most of the owners of those types of cars..are straight A-holes...
Sore this morning...but felt good still rocking at what I know..

C has been harder this year..by far
But yesterday...I pushed back hard..
Took back some and stood up against that Dragon...

One can never give In..or loose Hope..
Not one damn minute..Ever..
But..Yesterday..I won a huge Battle..
For those fighting...whatever..
An addiction, alcohol, PTSD,loss of family or just tuff times..Fucking Fight..!!

I refuse to have the things I love to do taken away...or sequester myself in my room and hide...
Not Fucking Happening..!!!

Now..to pay respect...
I have a terrific girl...she slips now and then, but is a trooper..
My close friends here on ASF...
And God....
A damn good day...
This morning is no rest day..
Procedures at 11am...Gym..then some shopping...

One can never give up pushing back, taking back what has been taken..
Or..
It is Forever lost...

Side Note...
The other day a new member joined with major physical issues..lost a leg ,below his knee..
Always....someone has it worse..
Inspired the Hell out of ME..
Thanks Family for giving me strength to Continue this War...
One for Z...
Z...

Z you are pure motivation. Glad to hear you were able to get out and do something’s. I almost lost my family a while back due to PTSD. I finally swallowed my pride and went to the VA where we worked together to get on the right meds. I have all the respect in the world for you brother!!!! I watched my mother fight the big C for five years when I was a kid (she lost). It’s fucking tough. Best wishes and prayers to you and your family.

 

[zionoir626]

I know PTSD all to well..
If you ever..I mean ever need an ear Brother..
I'm here..
C is a vicious bitch..but after 1000 days of bed to Coach..I turned it around and realized..For Me..it's a blessing..not a curse..

I'm not the same person I was 7 yrs ago..
I didn't give two shits about anyone..
That's not me today..
I was thinking a while back..if not me, who could beat this in my family..
Well my dad's mom was half Cherokee and beat 3 types..My mom's mother was an Jew in the worst concentration camp as a little girl, parents gassed..
But I'm not half as strong as them..
So..my son is headstrong..
And I'll take 10 more types before I wish that on Him..
So,sorry about your sister.
But know she's no longer in pain..
I know that might not ease your pain but it's True..
Thanks Brother
Z...

 

[zionoir626]

Yesterday was embarrassing in the grocery store, weak and had a hard time walking..
But,up today, back in the Gym...
Working on my new 22 yr old..boots call..
Just kidding..
Z...

 

[RX333]

How is the DBOL running for you Z?

 

[zionoir626]

10mgs daily..25-50 on heavy days..
I'm looking at Primobolan for future preservation of gains make on this run..
Running Liv 52 Daily...I require some aromison at 50ed...or 25+ of Drol..
Dec. is Test E 600..Deca 400..10mgs of Dbol ED...
Heavy days..pre-WO
25-50 Dbol...25mgs Drol..for Recovery..only on heavy lift days (1 or 2 a/wk)...
Just orals in December..
Deca is kicking in and things are looking good..
Planning a Cruise in January.....

But,10mgs of Dbol is helping my mood better than any antidepressants..for sure..
Z...