I feel like a geezer... Lol. I'm "only 40" and I definitely feel like it. I used to snicker at the 40 year olds in my 20's, and now I'm one of them. I feel terrible all the time.... Tired... Moody... Low sex drive. I'm not looking to get huge, I just want to feel normal again. My test numbers have been low (in the 220 range) but my doctor says it's normal. I got a new doctor, so we'll see how it goes... He seems a bit more optimistic about using TRT. I've learned a ton already on here from you guys that have been doing this for years. Thanks for all the information, and being honest about the good and bad. You guys help people more than you know. Happy to be here.