Doesn't change my resolve only reminds me of how bad I wish to live..if it's something you truly want..down to the bone..you'll find away..
The only way I can even step in the ring with C...is if it's the Only thing I'm fighting..
Everything else must be gone or under control..So logic will show this is the Only path now..but boy that recovery from the neck looks like Hell,but needing addition work done only complicates an already tuff decision..
I've had two procedures at once before..
Pro's...healthier sooner,cuts down cost and time down...total..
Con's...it was a Bitch waking up..tons of discomfort,pain,depression and months down sucks..
The last few days have showed me that this will only get worse and way more painful..having to go back to pain management,due to the rapid decline of range of motion and greater pain..
Still fighting daily..some good..some not..
Never Boring
Z...
