Goodbye to All..

[zionoir626]

I've been fighting two C's for yrs..
Now,everyone has turned their backs on Me..
Even my son and daughter..
I'm down from C again..Can't continue like this..really nothing to Fight for..

I doubt I'll pull through this..this time..
Goodbye to All...
Z...

 

[rdm]

We're in your corner brother.

 

[Fletcher]

Z,
I cannot put myself in your place literally, only vicariously.
I cannot blame you for feeling the way you do. Most men would have fallen apart long ago.

No matter what happens, I want you to know that you HAVE made a difference in MANY lives, in MANY ways.

I dont comment much on many of your threads bc I have suffered some similar experiences and its difficult for me to read or discuss.

Please, accept Jesus before you go. You deserve salvation. Its already paid for brother.

Do not end your own life. If you reach a point where you give out, and you have accepted Christ, just know that you are going to join Him in eternity, and all the pain will be replaced with love, a greater love than anyone on this physical earth has ever known.

You are loved.

By us, and by Him.
I will continue the work you started for Dale's family. Thats my promise to you.

Have no shame, have no guilt.

Love from your brother,
-Fletcher

 

[big_rich]

Z hit me up fam let's talk

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[Durro]

Hang in there bro! You are a tough SOB! We are all here for a short time and are going to the other side eventually what’s the rush.

 

[TopDawg]

Z,
I cannot put myself in your place literally, only vicariously.
I cannot blame you for feeling the way you do. Most men would have fallen apart long ago.

No matter what happens, I want you to know that you HAVE made a difference in MANY lives, in MANY ways.

I dont comment much on many of your threads bc I have suffered some similar experiences and its difficult for me to read or discuss.

Please, accept Jesus before you go. You deserve salvation. Its already paid for brother.

Do not end your own life. If you reach a point where you give out, and you have accepted Christ, just know that you are going to join Him in eternity, and all the pain will be replaced with love, a greater love than anyone on this physical earth has ever known.

You are loved.

By us, and by Him.
I will continue the work you started for Dale's family. Thats my promise to you.

Have no shame, have no guilt.

Love from your brother,
-Fletcher

Amen sir, amen.

 

[Jbswole40]

Z...you one tough young old man,stay strong bro ..hit me up anytime, there are plenty of us in your corner, keep the fight alive.

 

[Jaxz]

U have been standing strong all this !!! No need to quit now brother stand up and fight til the end !!! It will inspire some one and that makes if worth doing !!

 

[BodybuilderZepp]

Never give up! You will pull through Z, I have faith! Stay strong bro, take your anger out on the weights. Here if you need to talk.

 

[Augustine5I]

Kids can be such assholes...

You give them all you can. Do some much and sacrifice much.

It can truly be a disappointment.

Z have you affairs in order. Write out some letters to those kids. And pray.

I have seen members pass. Roid, Dale, others.

I think Fletcher has it right. Let go and let God.

 

[A/CMAN]

Hang in there Z! Don’t let the darkness overtake you. A lot of us see you as an inspiration to keep pushing when the chips are down and I know I sure need your motivation. Keep fighting

 

[zionoir626]

I'm home from the Hospital stay I had..
Anyway..it's me and Gabriel..
He's sad as well..I was shaking and knew it was time..Too wake up again..
God is putting so much on me..it's hard to breathe at times..
I don't know how to quit, God I wish I did..

So,it's Time to face those Demons..and push through all the pain..to a Better Day..
Z...

 

[Augustine5I]

I'm home from the Hospital stay I had..
Anyway..it's me and Gabriel..
He's sad as well..I was shaking and knew it was time..Too wake up again..
God is putting so much on me..it's hard to breathe at times..
I don't know how to quit, God I wish I did..

So,it's Time to face those Demons..and push through all the pain..to a Better Day..
Z...

Who will call for your dog? U have plans?

 

[zionoir626]

It's a slow process..baby steps..
If anything happens to me Judy's family will take care of the two dogs..
I'm not myself just yet..that's just how it is..
The more days between her death and me, the odds greatly increase..
It's not like I'm not dying from C..I'm ever aware of my limitations daily..

I know without a doubt she wouldn't fair to well, if it was me that passed..
I know suffering and I'm at home in this vacuum of emotions..this is light weight baby..!!

I'll return stronger, harder and head held fucking higher than before..

I hope some of you can see how unique my situation is..just how much God has put on me..and yet I continue to stand..
As if some great being..I am Not anything special..just a red blooded American..
That knows right from wrong..!!
Z...

 

[rdm]

It's a slow process..baby steps..
If anything happens to me Judy's family will take care of the two dogs..
I'm not myself just yet..that's just how it is..
The more days between her death and me, the odds greatly increase..
It's not like I'm not dying from C..I'm ever aware of my limitations daily..

I know without a doubt she wouldn't fair to well, if it was me that passed..
I know suffering and I'm at home in this vacuum of emotions..this is light weight baby..!!

I'll return stronger, harder and head held fucking higher than before..

I hope some of you can see how unique my situation is..just how much God has put on me..and yet I continue to stand..
As if some great being..I am Not anything special..just a red blooded American..
That knows right from wrong..!!
Z...

God gives the hardest battles to the strongest soldiers. You got this and we got your back.

 

[ozraelised]

Lots of love brother.
Remember just another day

 

[zionoir626]

I'm probably hitting the Gym tomorrow, then family Dr. I'm Nothing special..
But these challenges galvanize me to dig deeper than ever before..to push back the C's with my name on their list..
Well this MFer isn't laying down ever..
It might as well pack it's shit and go down the Road..

One Funny Note...
When EMS showed up a couple of days ago for me.
I recall some woman saying..
"You're offly muscular "...
I thought that Funny at that moment..
Just waiting and see..the Gym will straighten my mind and soul..it's my Church..my Haven..
Z...

 

[Charliehorse]

I'm probably hitting the Gym tomorrow, then family Dr. I'm Nothing special..
But these challenges galvanize me to dig deeper than ever before..to push back the C's with my name on their list..
Well this MFer isn't laying down ever..
It might as well pack it's shit and go down the Road..

One Funny Note...
When EMS showed up a couple of days ago for me.
I recall some woman saying..
"You're offly muscular "...
I thought that Funny at that moment..
Just waiting and see..the Gym will straighten my mind and soul..it's my Church..my Haven..
Z...

Keep on Keepin on, you always crack me up, I need you around!

 

[ozraelised]

I'm probably hitting the Gym tomorrow, then family Dr. I'm Nothing special..
But these challenges galvanize me to dig deeper than ever before..to push back the C's with my name on their list..
Well this MFer isn't laying down ever..
It might as well pack it's shit and go down the Road..

One Funny Note...
When EMS showed up a couple of days ago for me.
I recall some woman saying..
"You're offly muscular "...
I thought that Funny at that moment..
Just waiting and see..the Gym will straighten my mind and soul..it's my Church..my Haven..
Z...

Yes yes and yes.

 

[Gear-Connect]

Hang in there. Blessings your way.