Fuck methadone!!!

[bomb_r2]

I can actually freeze it then mail it to you, then you can thaw it and rub it on your tiny Canadian cock

 

[OfficerFarva]

I can actually freeze it then mail it to you, then you can thaw it and rub it on your tiny Canadian cock

I’m assuming that it’ll be pay upon delivery, there’s no way a fork lift operator could afford international shipping costs.

 

[bomb_r2]

I can have a truck driver drop it off personally

 

[Dozer]

Sounds like some psychotherapy could be of help to some of you guys.
Personally, I don’t have the kind of money to make that type of long term commitment but many many celebrities and elite class member participate in it and find it to be of value in understanding themselves better.
Sometimes it’s better then looking for an answer in a Rx or to maybe use it in conjunction with a Rx

 

[OfficerFarva]

I can have a truck driver drop it off personally

What’ll that cost you, a session of playing the bagpipes or a French kiss on the brown lips?

 

[ResistingNut]

Sounds like some psychotherapy could be of help to some of you guys.
Personally, I don’t have the kind of money to make that type of long term commitment but many many celebrities and elite class member participate in it and find it to be of value in understanding themselves better.
Sometimes it’s better then looking for an answer in a Rx or to maybe use it in conjunction with a Rx

^^ this. The aggregate success of psychotherapy and medication is considerable. I had a psychiatrist that wouldn’t Rx my medication unless I was seeing the psychologist is their office as well.


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[bomb_r2]

Nothing there are a lot of gay truckers . I happen to talk to one that drives from California to Canada

 

[Bigtoe]

Therapy definitely helps me ....my problem is just at a low at the moment and don’t wanna do shit much less schedule a counseling session. Have to force myself to get out there. I know things will work out just sometimes you think it’s gonna be like this for good.


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[bomb_r2]

When I quit using drugs I shaved my head and ended up fucking a different bitch every day.

 

[bc123jm]

Sorry I know you do not want a reply , but in a selfish way reading that makes me feel like I am not the only one struggling inside !!! I was just thinking about this earlier , I have a lot of nice cars and they are all filthy dirty inside and out , because I don’t give a fuck enough to even have them cleaned , and I have porters that work for me that will do it ???????????? It’s sad ... things that drive me and made me happy like nice cars and homes and vacations don’t anymore !!! A lot of guys on here would LOVE to have , but IDK I am just rambling now ... Anyways happy new year ... let’s get clean and jacked and happy ...

summy i like you man, i feel we are a lot a like in a lot of ways. some guys think you post a lot of BS just for attention ... but really its a cry for help..
i personally i hold all my shit in so when i finally do erupt i feel sorry for the sob on the other end of it... anyway whats so hard for some of these guys to understand who have never felt that weight of depression combined with the nasty addiction to pain pills/booze /speed/ whatever it is that allows you to just make it thru the day ...

we are fortunate we have business that allow us the means to buy pretty much whatever we want, but at the end of the day i am like you, i have flashy cars that haven't been driven in months . i have many 3k suites in my closet i haven't worn for years. although i could get dressed up everyday and look the part , its hard for me to even bring myself to shave my face... anyway you are like me , you roll out of bed , take whatever you need to to get your day going and just grind it through....

wouldn't it be nice to actually enjoy that. with zero dependencies ... i know it would for me.... but you will only help yourself when you are ready.
trust me i know.. i just dropped 30k on rehab and lasted a week.... for me ... im just not ready...
anyway not sure how this BB forum turned into an online therapy session but fuck it , i fell i lil better putting that out there

 

[bomb_r2]

Bc the reason you can’t enjoy it is because you have it . I suggest going back to little things in life that makes you smile or enjoy life . You’ve grown used to the lavish life style. Take your ass online make a new friend go bowling and shoot some pool . Maybe go to the gun range blast a gun for an hour or go to the pet shop or zoo . You don’t need money or drugs to have a good time

 

[movingsteel 79]

Depression., anxiety., addiction., chronic pain..etc....are just a few causes that can lead a person to meeting thier demons. If problems start with just one of the above mentioned conditions they often end up with some of the other conditions. It's a wicked twisted up merry go round. Where does the help lay.?? I have no clue....I definatly think that the person THEMSELVES HAS TO BE THE ONE seeking help. All these reality shows and shit about people that are afflicted with these disorders are constantly BEING FORCED into rehab/treatment. That's NEVER gonna work until the person THEMSELVES IS READY...

Different conditions require different treatment. It sounds like OP is ready to help himself and that's the first and best step to TRULY healing from the condition. Congrats OP and stay head strong.

I., personally feel that depression is probably the worst of the conditions. If u been through it., you feel me. Depression is so nasty., ya don't even know WHY your feeling shitty when everything in life should have you happy. You lose interests in hobbies and fun stuff you always enjoyed. So then ya start to question every aspect of life and what your doing in it...then that fuels bad anxiety.., then it kinda snowball's from there. Many people start using pain meds because the euphoria they get from the opiate makes thier depression and anxiety go away even if they don't have any pain that requires that kind of medicine.

It's just a wicked circle., good luck to any and all you guys who wanna stay clean and live a normal life. If you want it bad enough you can do it especially with the help and information available these days.

I would also suggest not messing with the Suboxone program or MDone. The withdrawals and torture those 2 meds create while coming off of are down right suicidal. In my humble opinion I would taper down on usage then go cold turkey. If ya taper down over a decent amount of time then drop totally...much better to feel like shit for 5-7 days than the 35-45 day Suboxone withdrawal. Same for MDone.

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[bc123jm]

Bc the reason you can’t enjoy it is because you have it . I suggest going back to little things in life that makes you smile or enjoy life . You’ve grown used to the lavish life style. Take your ass online make a new friend go bowling and shoot some pool . Maybe go to the gun range blast a gun for an hour or go to the pet shop or zoo . You don’t need money or drugs to have a good time

finally the kid comes up with some good advice i'll have to pass on the gun range being a convicted felon and all lol

 

[bomb_r2]

finally the kid comes up with some good advice i'll have to pass on the gun range being a convicted felon and all lol

U rent the guns , they only do background checks if you purchase one . I go and I’ve been to the psych ward which bars me from owning a gun

 

[bc123jm]

U rent the guns , they only do background checks if you purchase one . I go and I’ve been to the psych ward which bars me from owning a gun

let me help you understand the law since I have spent hundred of thousands of dollars on Attorneys in my life .. I live in FL.
I do not have any civil rights... possession of a firearm for me is Illegal ... once I wrap my fat little fingers around it, I now possess it ..
regardless of who its registered to. so thanks but no thanks

 

[bomb_r2]

Bring your ass to Indiana, we’ll go visit sumner

 

[bc123jm]

Bring your ass to Indiana, we’ll go visit sumner

thats even worse , they guy will get us arrested for poaching deer in a residential neighborhood.
shit i might as well just stick to my prescription pills and expensive dinner dates (girl friend experience ) lol
at least that shit is legal

 

[bomb_r2]

Fine we can go to my grandmas . I’ll take your cell phone and drop your butt off on an Amish farm . You’ll be like vanilla ice without the awesome rap skills lol . Na I can take you to my sisters I’ll have my brother come out with his ar-22 . She’s in unincorporated territory so no cops

 

[bomb_r2]

I suggest you hand over all narcotics over to me and I’ll dispose of them properly. Unless it’s speed that shit puts me to sleep

 

[bc123jm]

Fine we can go to my grandmas . I’ll take your cell phone and drop your butt off on an Amish farm . You’ll be like vanilla ice without the awesome rap skills lol . Na I can take you to my sisters I’ll have my brother come out with his ar-22 . She’s in unincorporated territory so no cops

Amish farm lol you ever watch Banshee?? if not its a must see series on amazon ... that amish chick was so fucking hot , then again so were all the girls in that show.
do your self a favor get amazon prime

 

[bomb_r2]

I have prime I can’t stay interested in most series . I watch shameless on I think showtime , but that’s how shit is in Chicago and I can relate to a lot of it . Especially with living with a hooker , being addicted to things , manic episodes being betrayed by family. 80% of Amish girls under 25 are hot . If they get married they have a kid every other year and get fat

 

[bc123jm]

I suggest you hand over all narcotics over to me and I’ll dispose of them properly. Unless it’s speed that shit puts me to sleep

lol you have any idea how at the bottom of the list you are for my narcos ,, if i really ever did get rid of them.
i can get a script for whatever i want . most months i dont fill them , just because i know i would eat the whole bottle at once.
and trust me if you ate 900 mg of addy in a day like i do. no fucking way you are sleeping

 

[bc123jm]

I have prime I can’t stay interested in most series . I watch shameless on I think showtime , but that’s how shit is in Chicago and I can relate to a lot of it . Especially with living with a hooker , being addicted to things , manic episodes being betrayed by family. 80% of Amish girls under 25 are hot . If they get married they have a kid every other year and get fat

trust me try Banshee i think its on showtime

 

[bomb_r2]

I tried addy three times all three times it made me tired

 

[OfficerFarva]

lol you have any idea how at the bottom of the list you are for my narcos ,, if i really ever did get rid of them.
i can get a script for whatever i want . most months i dont fill them , just because i know i would eat the whole bottle at once.
and trust me if you ate 900 mg of addy in a day like i do. no fucking way you are sleeping

I'm calling bullshit on 900mg/day. Even a third of that would be insane.

 

[bomb_r2]

I’d believe it , today I took 1000mgs of Tylenol. I felt fine lmao

 

[OfficerFarva]

lol you have any idea how at the bottom of the list you are for my narcos ,, if i really ever did get rid of them.
i can get a script for whatever i want . most months i dont fill them , just because i know i would eat the whole bottle at once.
and trust me if you ate 900 mg of addy in a day like i do. no fucking way you are sleeping

Also, no wonder you're constantly battling major depression. Even if you don't have a family history of it, the amount of damage you've done through drug abuse alone will ensure you get it, and the roller coaster hormonal ride you put yourself on definitely makes it worse. I'm going to guess you've abused a lot of MDMA as well, that plus amphetamines and cocaine will really fuck you up for the long run.

 

[bc123jm]

I'm calling bullshit on 900mg/day. Even a third of that would be insane.

not every day dude , thats a binge ... 90 mg every 2 hours until my 30, 30 mg tabs are gone .
i do it once a month for many years now... S2h can confirm,,, i dont make shit up . i also do not condone such abuse

 

[OfficerFarva]

If I were you bc, I'd start eating a boat load of shrooms and ketamine. They will both get you thinking more positively, not to mention K can reverse a lot of the damage you've done and psilocybin will also help in regards to that.


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not every day dude , thats a binge ... 90 mg every 2 hours until my 30, 30 mg tabs are gone .
i do it once a month for many years now... S2h can confirm,,, i dont make shit up . i also do not condone such abuse

What was your blood pressure and resting heart rate at that dosage?

 

[bomb_r2]

Ass I thought you posted a source for special k