Lol thanks a lot you guys, I am very consistent and work hard as hell. I cant tell you how much i have wanted this and i hope it all pays off one day. I have sacrificed my life for this sport "literally." Sadly its what it takes. You have to be obsessed and self focused and perfecting yourself and your food and your training. It all can become about just YOU fast so its dangerous lol I have done my best to find balance however while still pursuing my dream. I thank you all for the kind words and some of you know me personally from Pming me. If i ever go pro you will know it and say hey..."i know him" lmao.
p.s - weights are still getting lighter and lighter, this dbol just put my cycle on a whole new level boys, slight anxiety though or maybe agression and i thinks its just because ive never ran a cycle this heavy before 700 test, 450pp and now 50dbol is a TON for me. ......i have my big heavy leg session of the week tomorrow and i can not wait to see my numbers !!!!