I think had you posted this on almost any other "bodybuilding" forum you would catch shit. I have been very surprised that almost everyone here is respectful and there is little drama.
Do some searches . Some months ago maybe a year I'm not sure there was an epic thread about this . MANY of us , I was surprised how many , are recovering addicts . I was a cocaine addict for some 15 yrs and heroin for some years as well . Methadone , several re habs . I finally got clean as I surrendered my life to Jesus Christ . It has been a journey of spiritual discovery , of healing and literally fighting for my life . It is and will always be one day at a time . The BBing lifestyle can be a great help as it teaches tremendous discipline and caring for the body . The only thing about gear to watch for IMO is you don't want to just replace one drug for another . If you have a tendency to lose control with such things it could be a problem . Recovery always has to come first ! Good luck to you .
Word, Tony. Thanks for guiding me in this direction.
And yeah conceal, I loved drinking. A lot. Like everyday. I drank bud ice 40's. That's about as close to being a gangster that I've ever been lol.
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boards tend to mold around like type people....like in society people tend to hang around people like themselves....many of the baords you would catch shit for a thread like this either are just hatr type boards or are littered with a bunch of guys who just parrot net reads and havent really lived this subculture for real...
If I start drinking again you can kiss my eloquent posts goodbye. Tren and booze and I will be right back inside for a lot longer! Lmfao
Yes this is the one . One of the better threads ever IMHO . Maybe it's because it's the internet but it's easier to admit this stuff on here than IRL . For those of us who struggle with this it's very helpful to talk about it . One of the most dangerous places for an addict is all up in his head alone . That's where the trouble starts . I'm really proud of so many coming clean about this . To admit it is always the first step to healing . For any of you who are faltering reach out to someone , go to a meeting , Pm somebody . You are never alone if you don't want to be !I think this is the one you meant:
For me, my addictions have been computer games. Immersive shit like WoW is the worst but even shoot-em-ups like Quake or Return to Castle Wolfenstein became things I'd think about all the time, dream about, and just fidget around at work until I could get home and spend another 6-8 straight hours getting my fix. Never had a similar problem with chems, go figure.