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Mostly the same boat for me. She didn’t find me cheating she found porn I owned it and therefore she felt it was being unfaithful. The 4 girls chose sides and 4 years later have none of them speaking to me. Women love the victim card and they run with it because if fuels their decisions and earns them allies with other scorned bitches

How the fuck? You’re telling me you were not allowed to beat your meat to some porn? Like that wasn’t allowed?
 
How the fuck? You’re telling me you were not allowed to beat your meat to some porn? Like that wasn’t allowed?

That pretty much sums it up. She was so self conscious of her physical appearance that she took it as me wanting others. She spent her nights with the girls sleeping instead of our bed. Any old flame was a threat even 1000s of miles away. I get the same shit from my new wife throwing the be sure to say hello to your ex !!! It’s such a mind fuck. I could of fucked women much more physically appealing but I chose not to. Yet both have issues with that. The ex was looking for a way out and that provided it. The girls took her side and I was told I caused them too much stress. Even went as far as PTSD!! I will own it that I ran a tight ship. But only lost my temper after months of wanting things done. Now 3 years later she says they need their dad!! Yeah no shit. The younger 2 both dropped out of college and doing drugs. And the older 2 can’t seem to manage life well either!! Would of thought my removal from thd picture would of created a wonderful growth opportunity for all 5 of them and yet they are all now train wrecks where as before they had degrees, great jobs and scholarships. Yep I am the problem……
 
Don't do it bro. You'll regret it. It will always be in the back of your head. When I had my first kid that was it for me. No more bull shit. My dad was a whore.

Had 6 kids with 4 different women. I rather fuckin die. Staying fateful for my kids. And trust me Im a piece of shit. If I can stay on the straight and narrow you damn sure can!!

Ya bro you’re probably right, I mean I’m still bitter towards my mom for having an affair when I was like 12. Felt like she betrayed the whole family and I took it very personally and my dads a dick but still felt like she turned on our whole family when she did that….

Worst part is I was the only one of us kids that knew and I’m still holding onto the dirty little secret
 
How the fuck? You’re telling me you were not allowed to beat your meat to some porn? Like that wasn’t allowed?

Sounds like a crazy fuckin bitch to me
 
Ya bro you’re probably right, I mean I’m still bitter towards my mom for having an affair when I was like 12. Felt like she betrayed the whole family and I took it very personally and my dads a dick but still felt like she turned on our whole family when she did that….

Worst part is I was the only one of us kids that knew and I’m still holding onto the dirty little secret

God damn. So shity man. Thats got to fuck with you at times.
 
I don’t know what it is about me. I guess I’m just too honest/loyal of a person. Because as bad as I want to cheat on her, every time I get looks in the gym or else where I bitch out, show zero interest and anxiety immediately hits me, like my brains like “ oh fuck no you’re married can’t do that look down don’t smile “ wtf even after everything this bitch has put me through…

I need to find an easy way to get laid with out paying a whore or whatever. Just something so I can feel satisfied that I got my wife back for all her shit.

Trying to talk to the few friends I have left about it seeing if they might know someone that wouldn’t mind getting right to the point. I’m not willing or wanting to go through all the BS involved in dating, going out, getting to know each other… blah blah… just don’t have the kind of time or interest. Just want a side piece that wants nothing more than some dick every now and then…

No such thing as too honest or loyal.

Nobody likes someone dishonest or not loyal.

Being a better person is never the easiest route to go.
 
What’s done in the dark will be brought to the light . I have done some horrible things in my day . Been forgiven for most . I sent a thoughtless text to my wife’s best friend years and years ago . One fuckin text with no reply . That bitch saved it .. 4 years later my wife walks in the house and I just knew I was in trouble. It gets brought up quiet a bit and it takes everything in my power to not explode and just be done with it all . But I made the mistake and I wouldn’t want it to be the other way around, different when it’s a friend I guess . Last week I thought to myself well fuxk I’ve been on Tren for over a month now and I’m still sexually mellow . Ever since Monday Ive been a aggressive pervert . SBs dirty giveaway is not helping either lol Gtta love the stuff . Don’t shit where you eat
 
Paid for sex a couple times in Hong Kong. Was pretty fun. Were "high end", if that's actually a thing.

Buuuuttt, if you got a little game, go and pick up some chicks at a bar/club/whatever. There are more that are willing and able, they just want you to put a little work in before (by work, lol, buy a drink or two, talk, make them feel good, make them laugh a bit, etc.)
 
Paid for sex a couple times in Hong Kong. Was pretty fun. Were "high end", if that's actually a thing.

Buuuuttt, if you got a little game, go and pick up some chicks at a bar/club/whatever. There are more that are willing and able, they just want you to put a little work in before (by work, lol, buy a drink or two, talk, make them feel good, make them laugh a bit, etc.)

Oooooohhh… Hong Kong pootang… yum
 
Ya bro you’re probably right, I mean I’m still bitter towards my mom for having an affair when I was like 12. Felt like she betrayed the whole family and I took it very personally and my dads a dick but still felt like she turned on our whole family when she did that….

Worst part is I was the only one of us kids that knew and I’m still holding onto the dirty little secret

Jesus........that's a terrible, poisonous secret to have bear alone. I am sorry....
 
You guys bitching about your wives and girlfriends are precisely the reason I want a good hooker. Less BS
 
MM I like you bro but you worry me sometimes with some of your issues you get stuck on. Not sure if you’ve ever done it and Im saying this with nothing but respect. You might want to look into finding a good therapist or psychiatrist to get some of that stored up hate out of you before it really starts eating at you up inside. Just some friendly advice. Take it or leave it.

As far as paying for sex. I tried to pay once but it ended up blowing up in our faces. The soon to be ex wife and I brought home a high end stripper one night. In the morning I handed her $1000 bucks. Figured that was a good amount. Anyway the bitch threw it back at me and was all butthurt. Said she wasn’t a hooker and came home with us for herself. Pretty cool chic. I should have left my wife there and brought the stripper home. Lol



Honestly man it’s not as bad as I make it sound. It’s more my ridiculous libido that’s the problem. I just get so salty that she isn’t on my level and my fucking head gets all fucked up when I can’t get it (even though I get it almost daily) but when she turns me down I instantly start thinking about how much of a little freak she used to be and how fucking hot she used to be when she was fuckinf her past partners… I mean this girl was a fucking freak fucked like a pornstar kinky as fuck ALWAYS wanted it. It’s definitely not like that anymore but when I get turned down I start thinking about how her boyfriend who she was with in her early 20’s had it so good. And I know she never ever turned him down, probably fucked him retarded even though she claims we are more active then she ever has been before I know it’s bull shit because I know how she was before she had kids, fucking nasty ass bitch back then… I gotta cut her some slack though as that is just it, it’s a hormonal thing. She hasn’t been like that since she first started getting morning sickness with our first kid, that’s when I lost my sex life… it used to be so good man, fucking crazy tbh…
 
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MM I like you bro but you worry me sometimes with some of your issues you get stuck on. Not sure if you’ve ever done it and Im saying this with nothing but respect. You might want to look into finding a good therapist or psychiatrist to get some of that stored up hate out of you before it really starts eating at you up inside. Just some friendly advice. Take it or leave it.

As far as paying for sex. I tried to pay once but it ended up blowing up in our faces. The soon to be ex wife and I brought home a high end stripper one night. In the morning I handed her $1000 bucks. Figured that was a good amount. Anyway the bitch threw it back at me and was all butthurt. Said she wasn’t a hooker and came home with us for herself. Pretty cool chic. I should have left my wife there and brought the stripper home. Lol

Soon to be ex??

Have you actually started in this direction or just thoughts
 
MM I like you bro but you worry me sometimes with some of your issues you get stuck on. Not sure if you’ve ever done it and Im saying this with nothing but respect. You might want to look into finding a good therapist or psychiatrist to get some of that stored up hate out of you before it really starts eating at you up inside. Just some friendly advice. Take it or leave it.

As far as paying for sex. I tried to pay once but it ended up blowing up in our faces. The soon to be ex wife and I brought home a high end stripper one night. In the morning I handed her $1000 bucks. Figured that was a good amount. Anyway the bitch threw it back at me and was all butthurt. Said she wasn’t a hooker and came home with us for herself. Pretty cool chic. I should have left my wife there and brought the stripper home. Lol

I do appreciate genuine concern brother and I’m not offended having said that. But honestly man considering everything I’ve been through I really think I’m pretty clear headed/ stable especially considering I’m living with the women who tried to kill me lol. So ya dude it’s hard sometimes to not hate her for doing that but I’ve also found a way to love her despite it and I’m trying my very best every day to put it behind us because she really is a different women now.

I will admit though since being on the gears I am pretty bothered by intrusive thoughts about how she used to fuck her exs when she was in her prime. I get so jealous that it wasn’t with me and now I got this boring version of the freak she used to be…still man nothing I can’t figure out on my own… but ya I will admit that shit gets me pretty fucked up thinking about her fucking other dudes vivid detail all the time… just feels like she’ll never fuck me as good as she fucked him/them… stupid petty shit I need to get over. Or just fuck her cousin….her cousin was literally txting me about feeling my throbbing cock inside of her, so I think that would work too lol


Also I’m on tren so disregard everything I say for the next month
 
I do appreciate genuine concern brother and I’m not offended having said that. But honestly man considering everything I’ve been through I really think I’m pretty clear headed/ stable especially considering I’m living with the women who tried to kill me lol. So ya dude it’s hard sometimes to not hate her for doing that but I’ve also found a way to love her despite it and I’m trying my very best every day to put it behind us because she really is a different women now.

I will admit though since being on the gears I am pretty bothered by intrusive thoughts about how she used to fuck her exs when she was in her prime. I get so jealous that it wasn’t with me and now I got this boring version of the freak she used to be…still man nothing I can’t figure out on my own… but ya I will admit that shit gets me pretty fucked up thinking about her fucking other dudes vivid detail all the time… just feels like she’ll never fuck me as good as she fucked him/them… stupid petty shit I need to get over. Or just fuck her cousin….her cousin was literally txting me about feeling my throbbing cock inside of her, so I think that would work too lol


Also I’m on tren so disregard everything I say for the next month

Tren is a mental fuck for me. Be cautious.

You have a lot to be pissed about. Even her leaving a bar with your bff to play "video games." And never telling you about it or the details ...

BUT her sexual prime when she was younger?? You just missed the boat. Can't blame her for having slowed down from freak level sex. I do think her libido should be on par with your willingness to be intimate once a day at least.

BTW if a guy cheats, sometimes a wife or gf might forgive it (never forget and trust is broken). It's a crappy situation.

However, if you bang her family/cousin?? All bets are off.
 
No matter what anyone says ans th is is my opinion only,pussy we must all have it ,but once you cross the line it’s the most evilest thing in the world

Absolutely pussy is extremely addicting. I’ve seriously done some stupid shit in the name of getting my dick wet. Lately it consumes my entire existence and causing me many problems tbh… almost considering the idea that I’ve got a problem or something
 
Absolutely pussy is extremely addicting. I’ve seriously done some stupid shit in the name of getting my dick wet. Lately it consumes my entire existence and causing me many problems tbh… almost considering the idea that I’ve got a problem or something

Amen to this it will get you in a fix man
 
Absolutely pussy is extremely addicting. I’ve seriously done some stupid shit in the name of getting my dick wet. Lately it consumes my entire existence and causing me many problems tbh… almost considering the idea that I’ve got a problem or something

From a single (have a new girl but not monogamous) perspective: I seriously LOVE being single my whole life . I was in almost 3 yr relationship, but I still slept with other females(didn’t lie about it, we just don’t speak about “if I did”’or even ask about “when I’m out of town or haven’t seen her. I cannot get enough ! It’d like I have a Full Buffet @ the Bellagio , but it’s women, not food! Lol. Seriously though : If you want sex , you get sex . Especially if you log all your contacts /details like you would if you were training/logging . With how things work online & in cites : within an hour you can have rando females (whatever is your thing as far as looks/age/weight ) ; they just have to like what your wanting and how you look; (even just your dick in some cases). I know a few girls who are barely 21 and they only like older men at least 55+; some kind of fetish! Getting laid or fucking gets the stress out !

Max
 
Absolutely pussy is extremely addicting. I’ve seriously done some stupid shit in the name of getting my dick wet. Lately it consumes my entire existence and causing me many problems tbh… almost considering the idea that I’ve got a problem or something

It’s the gear bro.

If you seriously might fuck up your marriage or something consider coming off.

Test it out.

If you still feel the same way without the extra hormones then it’s just “you.”

And a serious discussion with your wife is in order. She has to step up what she’s giving out or you want last.

Mostly cheating for married guys is OPPORTUNITY. And you will eventually find one and slip up.

Her first stop? Lawyer. Second stop?? You ex best friend. Your head will be on fire!!
 
From a single (have a new girl but not monogamous) perspective: I seriously LOVE being single my whole life . I was in almost 3 yr relationship, but I still slept with other females(didn’t lie about it, we just don’t speak about “if I did”’or even ask about “when I’m out of town or haven’t seen her. I cannot get enough ! It’d like I have a Full Buffet @ the Bellagio , but it’s women, not food! Lol. Seriously though : If you want sex , you get sex . Especially if you log all your contacts /details like you would if you were training/logging . With how things work online & in cites : within an hour you can have rando females (whatever is your thing as far as looks/age/weight ) ; they just have to like what your wanting and how you look; (even just your dick in some cases). I know a few girls who are barely 21 and they only like older men at least 55+; some kind of fetish! Getting laid or fucking gets the stress out !

Max

Jesus max don’t give me any ideas! Lol stay single brother sounds like the good life!
 
It’s the gear bro.

If you seriously might fuck up your marriage or something consider coming off.

Test it out.

If you still feel the same way without the extra hormones then it’s just “you.”

And a serious discussion with your wife is in order. She has to step up what she’s giving out or you want last.

Mostly cheating for married guys is OPPORTUNITY. And you will eventually find one and slip up.

Her first stop? Lawyer. Second stop?? You ex best friend. Your head will be on fire!!

Ya the gear is playing a role for sure. Still was having problems while taking that 8 week cruise though. We used to 100% sexually compatible both couldn’t get enough… the kids just fucked that up now we’re on completely different planets…. You’re right though man I just gotta relax and be patient… it will get better I’m sure. But ya I really don’t want to fuck up the family life over some ass not worth it…
 
Ya the gear is playing a role for sure. Still was having problems while taking that 8 week cruise though. We used to 100% sexually compatible both couldn’t get enough… the kids just fucked that up now we’re on completely different planets…. You’re right though man I just gotta relax and be patient… it will get better I’m sure. But ya I really don’t want to fuck up the family life over some ass not worth it…

I had some ass years ago when wifey was an asshole and wasn’t interested and I had fun for a long time like 4 years but it finally caught up with me and I divorced her and left with the girl I was banging stayed together for many years ,course thsts juzt my story,but kids was involved,and through a wrench in it and it fucked me up ,she too me for a ride ,after the dude settle me I went back to my babe i was banging,but it got ugly with my kids and ex Tommy kids turned against me but it sure wasn’t that I didn’t try a lot to change things and get to with them thsts what a empty heartless bitch will do to you in the long run!!
 
From a single (have a new girl but not monogamous) perspective: I seriously LOVE being single my whole life . I was in almost 3 yr relationship, but I still slept with other females(didn’t lie about it, we just don’t speak about “if I did”’or even ask about “when I’m out of town or haven’t seen her. I cannot get enough ! It’d like I have a Full Buffet @ the Bellagio , but it’s women, not food! Lol. Seriously though : If you want sex , you get sex . Especially if you log all your contacts /details like you would if you were training/logging . With how things work online & in cites : within an hour you can have rando females (whatever is your thing as far as looks/age/weight ) ; they just have to like what your wanting and how you look; (even just your dick in some cases). I know a few girls who are barely 21 and they only like older men at least 55+; some kind of fetish! Getting laid or fucking gets the stress out !

Max

You need like a butler or anything?
 

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