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So...
Been going on 8+ yrs in this fight...never thought I'd get 2..But Hey
But it's starting to be more and more difficult to hide the weakness and sudden blackouts..in public..
Started last summer becoming unpredictable and quick..Ive had to be helped to my car a few Times..I try to not go out if really bas..but that doesn't always fit the schedule..
And I guess I was worse than I thought at our local grocery store couple wks ago..and having to explain to a junior manager the other day..The main manager told him.."if you ever hear that dog bark...run and find Him!"..Nice but damn..
Having to make sure...not if..but when something happens..those places we frequent...know what to do and who to CALL..
I've tried always to be strong..but this shit will humble you..
And Gabriel is more than aware of my deterioration..he never leaves my side..even when I'm getting groceries out of the car..he's on the porch watching me Constantly..
But He sure loves nugging a pretty girl in any store...and giving her those eyes..none can resist..
Just not really happy in public..not the God I once was..but not in Hell yet..Either..
Z...
Been going on 8+ yrs in this fight...never thought I'd get 2..But Hey
But it's starting to be more and more difficult to hide the weakness and sudden blackouts..in public..
Started last summer becoming unpredictable and quick..Ive had to be helped to my car a few Times..I try to not go out if really bas..but that doesn't always fit the schedule..
And I guess I was worse than I thought at our local grocery store couple wks ago..and having to explain to a junior manager the other day..The main manager told him.."if you ever hear that dog bark...run and find Him!"..Nice but damn..
Having to make sure...not if..but when something happens..those places we frequent...know what to do and who to CALL..
I've tried always to be strong..but this shit will humble you..
And Gabriel is more than aware of my deterioration..he never leaves my side..even when I'm getting groceries out of the car..he's on the porch watching me Constantly..
But He sure loves nugging a pretty girl in any store...and giving her those eyes..none can resist..
Just not really happy in public..not the God I once was..but not in Hell yet..Either..
Z...