I'm not a fan of starvation diet. It doesn't work and if anything it makes fat loss even harder.
Metabolism is like a furnace, needs fuel (food) to make the flame hot.
Wish I had a better analogy but all I can think of at the moment.
This.. btw Hello Skipper
Food, and
timing food is what's key... Keeping that furnace burning is what's important. People often think "Fuck, I'm getting hungry, I need to eat".. if its too soon from that last meal, YOUR fine, that's the furnace burning, embrace it..
To the OP.. I would ditch your evening binges, and possibly ditch the HGH, the HGH seems to be your central focus and mind-fuck at the moment distracting you from the first step while you look on staring at the whole stair cause in lieu of the step in front of you.
Sound like you need a metabolic reset (assuming/wildly guessing).
Fuck your BS levels at this point, scrub that, its super necessary to do but it's taking you away from where the initial issue is and it's not the HGH.
1) Ditch the HGH, or just run it and get it out of your mind and forget about it and move on elsewhere, take the HGH like you do with a piss, once its done you forget about it.
2) Just a suggestion, incorp some legit fasted cardio, a light morning jog with the pup ain't gonna cut it. Ramp it up, 25-35 min 5 x a week only on training days. How about stair steppers or treadmill incline, can you hit the gym in the AM for a cardio session, or do post workout?
3) truly assess your macros, what you consume on "ON/Training" days should NOT be the same as "OFF" days..
4) 2k isn't much and you're just hoover there stuck (adding and subtracting macros is important when we hit brick walls, the adjustments in either direction is critical), but your timing and quality of nutrients could be a factor (wild guess).. Proteins bars and PBJ's aren't helping.. Get on a PLAN and stay true and execute. I would suggest hiring a coach..
You have a full muscle bellies but you do have "some" fluff, definitely not single digits.
5) Forget out supplementation, GH, peps, and so on.. Fasted cardio and a meal plan that you are truly and genuinely honest with will be the game changer. (with no snacks or bars). Timing, timing, timing. Get a scale and measure food, each gram/ounce counts. The type of carbs are also huge with timing. Example - Not every meal plan can have fruits, honey, and other sugars as often as rice/red potato's and so on. Knowing how to time different types of carbs is very important. PBJ's at night is a great example of a NO-NO in your situation. Natty Peanut butter or almond butter alone before bed is a different story..
But again, this is where measuring food and each gram/ounce counts
You need some adjustments, and once again lets use that PM PBJ as an example, subbing that with a scoop of whey with 31g of almond butter is a better alternative..
Do you see where everyone is going with this and the communities suggestions and why people are requesting MORE info?
I don't know much about nutrition but I work my butt off in the gym. 6 days a week without fail! I was huge before and I will get bigger and stay there not just for a competition this is going to be for life! Or until I can't walk myself into the gym!
^^ This is where the issues are.. You said it yourself..