There is no wagon. Rehab and sobriety is brain washing so you will spend 5k a day on a in patient rehab.
Get your ass up and go to work. A job will always be your saving grace.
btw, I read the first two sentences of the first post.
Has the OP ever used antabuse? Works wonders for some guys.
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I hope you doing better now , I had the similar issue I would drink and once’s those couple of beers start kicking in I”ll go and score me a bag of coke . I would do every weekend until I put my foot down. Now I’m doing better but the hardest part was admitting I had a issue . Now I’m just getting back in shape and foucs on my future . It will get better just have to follow that straight road to your goals
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It is what it is man.
I'm proud that you can admit the problem and you want that shit fixed.
I'm tired of hearing people I work with act like there solid when they smell like beer all day and were working on the edge of a high rise.
Keep training and getting it.
Sounds cheesy but go to God... acknowledging and acquiescing to the will of higher power is a huge factor for many people who are able to drastically change/improve their lives.
Hope youre still goin good Sem. IDK why this thread fell off but alcohol addiction is a motherfucker
2,479 days since I stuck a needle in my arm. To those talking about God/Higher Power, kudos to you. Only way I've been able to stay dope free is because of just that; God. You put God first in your life no matter what the struggle, no matter what the reward. You can't lose. You won't lose. And after a while the 'refuse to lose' attitude becomes your new habit, your new way of life. And you won't lose. Keep God happy with your progress as a human, God rewards heavily for your efforts. Guys like me end up dead or locked up for life. 2,479 days ago I started putting God first in all my daily grind and God has provided and met all my needs. Not my wants, but my needs. And for that I try to stay humble and always remain grateful. One thing is all you have to do and a better way of life presents itself. I'm living proof. I have guys coming out of prison, fresh off the streets who have put God first in their lives. They're living a life they never thought they could live. And they love it. Yes we still have our struggles. Yes some of my guys go back in. Yes some of my guys go back to the streets. And yes all those guys end up coming back on their knees putting God first again because they lived the good life for a short time and they want it back. Some of my guys haven't gone back to prison or the streets and they're buying houses, cars, taking care of their family and holding down jobs. All because they keep God first.