Bundy74
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That if I don't lift I become an irrational, bi polar, overly sexual, asshole.
That's plenty for me.
Man what's cool is age and back kgorund aside it seems like we all share a certain laser focus in this.
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Yeah man I'm keeping my fat pics for when I feel like being a turd again in the futureI'll look at a pic of me during a down fall, or bad period in my life..Instant ammonia inhalant of life, back to gains! nuff said!
Yeah man I'm keeping my fat pics for when I feel like being a turd again in the future
Anger.
I trained on and off for years but never focused enough to be "good". Just liked to squat and deadlift a ton. July I was Hit by a drunk driver and almost killed. I still remember the entire accident and remember that when I was yelling for help (Jeep was on fire and I was unconscious for a solid 60 seconds) every one stood around like a bunch of cucks and I had to pull myself out and drag myself away/give myself first aid to control bleeding from a massive gash on my head. Every time I consider skipping the gym or feel sluggish I just remember that if I hadn't spend so much time training back I'd probably be in a wheel chair from how hard I got hit and when I don't feel like pushing myself beyond that pain barrier I remember that when my life depended on it, nobody else wanted to help and it came down to me.
My motivator is wanting at 47 to be the best I possibly can...look better then the average guy my age and even 15 years younger. Like a competition to me.
I am vain in this respect. It matters to me what ppl think (there I fucking said it).
I suppose ppl who just do whatever and eat whatever just really don't care what anyone thinks on how they appear. I can't be that guy.
I look in the mirror and I get disgusted....at 52 and I'm in the top 30%....i wanna be in the top 10%....my goals are realistic.....i don't wanna be old, flabby, wearing black socks with loafers....i wanna be that guy who's probably fucking your gf.As training continues there seems to be a mental threshold one inevitablely has to cross. Sometimes it's fatigue perhaps even a little laziness.. My question for you is what keep that flame burning? Is it a belief or feeling or even a compound or other drug?