I'm still alive. Long story short I had a melt down and ended hospitalized. Nothing to do with the gear. Cut back to cruise dose until shit flew over. All I will say for now is changes my doc made with an SSRI kinda threw me off. Feeling healthy again and getting back into the swing of things. Going to slowly get back into the same cycle I was running and will update if anyone still interested.
since I wasted 2 weeks I'm going to just run everything for 10 weeks and salvage what I can from this blast.
sorry guys