Calling me a liar ? I’m a lot of things but I’m not fucking liar. Yeah I’ve been through some of the darkest shit imaginable with this women, yeah she scares me to death, yes I still sleep with her, yes I still feel like I love her… noting is off and I’ve been brutally honest about everything. Self esteem issues, maybe… I think it’s more than that though… maybe it’s the charm that sociopaths are known for… maybe it’s Stockholm syndrome, maybe a combination of those two things and just the fear of having to start completely over with my family… maybe it’s that I’m really convinced that she is a different person now…
I don’t fucking know man. One thing I DO know with absolutel certainty is that I’m not a liar and I wouldn’t make this shit up, and the only thing off about any of this is my rationale/logic… that’s definitely off and I can see that yet I can’t bring myself to do anything that would ruin what we have, unless i knew she was going to do it again, which I really don’t believe she is…
I’ve taken a lot of shit for posting this and it’s well deserved and fitting, one thing I don’t appreciate is being called a liar for sharing the most fucked ip thing I’ve ever had to deal with, never even seen something so dark and twisted in the movies… my life was a living horror film for that time… I cannot even express how fucked up this was… absolute torture and the psychological warfare was the worst of all….
What other side of the story? Her side? Are you fucking kidding me! We’ve been spending the last 3 weeks talking about this and her promising me it’s over… it’s not her anymore… this is no bull shit