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Just Need A Break

zionoir626

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Get Shredded!
The girl had to come home and put my pieces back together..
But it's even too hard for her to watch now..

Her and I had it out and honestly it just might be over.
Seems like every corner has a dead end.

I just tired of it all..So..disapointed by everything..

So I'm off line..
I have two..that I promised things..and I keep my word..
But other than that..

My Wolf is hurting...and the girl isn't going to be able to handle things anymore..
So.. it's on ME..
 
Lets hear the details, what did you do?

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It's not like that.. it's hard watching someone you care about fight this crap..It isn't easy,buy no means..She just isn't strong enough and she can't keep doing it..
 
It's not like that.. it's hard watching someone you care about fight this crap..It isn't easy,buy no means..She just isn't strong enough and she can't keep doing it..

I’m a little lost bro. Did I miss another thread? What is she fighting? There is no way to work things out?
 
I dying from Cancer

Brother, I can relate from the loved-one’s side. My wife is a cancer survivor and beat it twice. While she was battling, I went through my own battle and its not the same at all but still hard as fuck to watch someone you love hurting. Therapy for her and for you would be my suggestion. Humans need to express and process pain or it will floor them and they fall apart. I wish there were a quick fix, but the process is long and sometime harder than you think your able to withstand…for both of you. I’m so sorry your going through this.
 
I'm sorry man. Cancer is a bitch. Those closest to us are going to have good days and bad days too. Just because they have a clean bill of health, doesn't mean things aren't eating away at them inside their head. She may just need a break for a little bit so she can regroup and get her head on straight. It sucks being patient when you're the sick one, but you know how life is.
 
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IF…if you want to, feel free to share the issues, it’s kinda my profession to listen. It just may hep.
 
Lifes a mother fucking bitch. Give it all you got and when the end comes everything's gone. Life is nothing. A series of bullshit ups and downs. I've had a good life..

Dont get me wrong. Many more years to go. (Hopefully not). I'm in my early 30s and I'm about done. 40 more years.. God mother fuckin damn it. Then I got to go to heaven or hell for eternity. No fuckin way. Where is the black void. Its calling me.

Anyway, keep your head up. Lifes a cunt ether way you look at it bro.
 
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I dying from Cancer

Sorry to hear bro. I lost my Grandpa from cancer and my Mom currently has cancer and isn’t doing good. Its very tough. Keep your head up and stay active, it helps.
 
Seems like cancer is a common theme….


Pretty sure everyone on this board can relate and to me… that pisses me off. Almost like it’s intentional. I was just refreshing my philosophical interests with Nietzsche and the higher man vs herd mentality…. The premise is…. The herd wants to kill the higher men for the suffering of men caused by the pursuit of some higher reckoning for humankind (kinda the principle reason for “satanism” or the “church of satan”) … anyways….and thus morality is the biggest danger of the human condition and will lead to extinction. The biggest flaw in this idea is that Nietzsche and all his gay bait followers think that the future is in their lifetimes. The future is death. That is all of ours futures. And suffering until you meet your future is pointless.

do what you gotta do as far as pain goes…But for the sake of your wife and your dog … pull yourself together. Love them completely. And keep building on your relationship with God.

if there is anything any of us can do to help you, your wife and or your dog now or in the future, don’t hesitate to ask.

we are all the same. And we are all in this together.

good luck bro
 
The girl had to come home and put my pieces back together..
But it's even too hard for her to watch now..

Her and I had it out and honestly it just might be over.
Seems like every corner has a dead end.

I just tired of it all..So..disapointed by everything..

So I'm off line..
I have two..that I promised things..and I keep my word..
But other than that..

My Wolf is hurting...and the girl isn't going to be able to handle things anymore..
So.. it's on ME..
Stay strong brother
 
Off to Greenville...Gastro specialist,hopefully some help..my stomach is in crisis..If I could get that working better it would be a foot in the right direction..down but not out..
 
Off to Greenville...Gastro specialist,hopefully some help..my stomach is in crisis..If I could get that working better it would be a foot in the right direction..down but not out..
Best of luck to you. I will keep you in my prayers
 
One of my old coaches use to preach to me and say if you get into trouble in the cage don’t cover up and hope something happens in your favor. Fight like a motherfucker and you just might knock him out when he’s not expecting it. Hopefully the same can be applied to fighting Cancer. Good luck bro.
 
Get Shredded!
Thanks guys..yesterday was another waste of time..money and hope..Nothing was found to explain the problems I'm having..So new meds and wait and see..The Dr. is pretty good and explained that with everything else wearing on me it could just be my New normal..But we went to one of our favorite places to eat in Greenville and a few sakes later..I excepted that..
 
Thanks guys..yesterday was another waste of time..money and hope..Nothing was found to explain the problems I'm having..So new meds and wait and see..The Dr. is pretty good and explained that with everything else wearing on me it could just be my New normal..But we went to one of our favorite places to eat in Greenville and a few sakes later..I excepted that..

At least it wasn't a completely wasted trip. Hang in there.
 
Looking at it like..nice ride in the Benz..great sushi,sake and mojitoes..and a perfectly cooked steak tacos
 
It's unbelievable how many PE want to steal time from you when your down..and fighting to breathe..
Today my bank..then more BS..
I literally had to crawl out-of-bed. ...to closed an account..what fucks do that..

My girl that has her ups-and-downs..watching me struggle daily left work to go with me because I was pissed and weak as Hell..
Corporate America doesn't give a crap..just wants that extra dollar..

That whole mindset...if we can just F another out of 3o cents..Win Win..
Mistake 1....Not Me

I don't normally wish bad MoJo on anyone but I hope they all fall..
A-holes have stolen so much of my time..its nearly un-countable..

Between the banks,county dick head cops (because I drive a Benz)..and dick DA's..they can all go Fuck themselves..
Because when I DO beat this...Im coming..
 
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