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Yeah Today's one of those days..
Was at the H.... Tuesday..just stuff C brings with it..
Caught my girl putting some drinks back to back.. Fuck
Reality sucks..and there are more and more days I just start running..
I get lost in what's the right thing to do.. lost in what's the Right thing to say..just lost I guess..
I need the Iron but I need rest..Fuck I need better odds..better than 50%..which I may need even get to..
Can't stop with all the negative crap piles..having to apologise more and more..sure it's all BS..so tired of this bed,no time for that because this will be my home soon..
Gabriel is hurting.. I'm thinking he's got arthritis,but he stays by my side every hr..of every day..
He has to pass before me,he would've be destroyed without me..And I'll suffer for him..
No I'm Never throwing in the towel..BUT....Peace would be nice...I figured it out.. You're ready when you can no longer cause pain..Boy my girl has seen far too much..Shes so scared...How do I fix...that??
Well,I never pray for myself anymore...but you guys have prayed enough for me..pray for the one's I will cause more pain as this Battle continues..In this fight...there are No winners just loose ends,lives and memories...
Was at the H.... Tuesday..just stuff C brings with it..
Caught my girl putting some drinks back to back.. Fuck
Reality sucks..and there are more and more days I just start running..
I get lost in what's the right thing to do.. lost in what's the Right thing to say..just lost I guess..
I need the Iron but I need rest..Fuck I need better odds..better than 50%..which I may need even get to..
Can't stop with all the negative crap piles..having to apologise more and more..sure it's all BS..so tired of this bed,no time for that because this will be my home soon..
Gabriel is hurting.. I'm thinking he's got arthritis,but he stays by my side every hr..of every day..
He has to pass before me,he would've be destroyed without me..And I'll suffer for him..
No I'm Never throwing in the towel..BUT....Peace would be nice...I figured it out.. You're ready when you can no longer cause pain..Boy my girl has seen far too much..Shes so scared...How do I fix...that??
Well,I never pray for myself anymore...but you guys have prayed enough for me..pray for the one's I will cause more pain as this Battle continues..In this fight...there are No winners just loose ends,lives and memories...