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I was sober since Jan 20 and this month I relapsed hard. Like really hard . I embarrassed myself and everyone I loved . Now I know I can’t drink alcohol . I was doing real good working out and then bang I just relapsed
Hopefully- that was it and u got it out of your system. Dust urself off and get back on the recovery train bro-It's overwith now, not a damn thing u can do(except maybe apologize if need be)about it. Addiction is very patient and will wait- and is around every corner and it does not discriminate. I know guys that had years clean and relapsed(including me). Some of them never make it back bro- so feel lucky u did and ur not in jail or worse. DON'T BEAT URSELF UP. Just get back to the things that kept u clean-( meetings if i had to guess.) Good Luck and pm me if u need too.
One of the best post I read ...Just don't quit quitting
Get up dust yourself off and keep your head up high...you know I have 30yrs and it didnt come without many many failed quitting attempts!! You and everyone else who wants to quit can do it....big thing is staying away from people places and things as corney as it sounds its the key to your success ....Thank you I’m just going to have to face my actions
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This will be my final fuck up . percent brother
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This will be my final fuck up . percent brother
Lots of guys on this board battle with alcoholism and addiction, myself being one of them.
If you ever need to talk, pm me.
Dealing with the same issues myself. I can go 90 days and then boom something happens and i binge. I can control it during the week and keep it to a minimum. But if I go to a party and the drinks are there, I drink until I black out…
My god, it's crazy how many of us suffer from these issues. Lately If I am being honest, my will is getting weak, being in constant pain with this neck injury is slowly whittling away my will power, stroke by stroke, until I break. SO far so good, but I know it's just a matter of time... once I take that first pill, I will tell myself a lie, like we always do. I got this, you have been here before.... oh the lies we tell ourselves.
That said, Imma stay strong as long as I can. I hope to god this epidural I go for soon sticks. These thoughts can fade away...
I was sober since Jan 20 and this month I relapsed hard. Like really hard . I embarrassed myself and everyone I loved . Now I know I can’t drink alcohol . I was doing real good working out and then bang I just relapsed
Good honest post Chris...
For Cow 77...have you tried PT..they have gotten me 60-70% relief in just a few months..my last epidural lasted a wk..I am not wearing a Halo for 8 months for a 50/50 chance..I go 3x wk and I've been 75% pain free..