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Hey Guys ,
Haven't been on here in sometime actually posting but some of you guys know me and some are new that I've just Simply read your post lately. Anyway , Figured I would start this thread simply because I've had a hell of a last year and a half since Covid and really struggling with my marriage . I figured this thread could be for guys like me or anyone that has no one to talk too in there daily life and just a way to vent to each other and get support (No Homo sorry Killsong or whatever your name is(Ps I'm ok with Gay guys) I have quite a few kiddos and a very busy life and really have no friends these days other then my employees at work and there is only so close to them you can be .
So Anyway ................... I would like some opinions on what is going on with me and my marriage . Basically about 4 years ago I start getting chicks messaging me on facebook etc ................ My wife for many years has not been very sexually active and basically I've gotten it once a month maybe 2 for the past like 8 years or so . So when good looking chicks are messaging it's hard not to message back . I've messaged these women , they sent pics etc (I'm not the type to send dick pics or anything but did send occasional flexing pic or something . Long story short and Ya'll already know she found out ! Told her I would get off Facebook etc and did and still am . But ever since this has happened I just feel like she's watching me like a hawk ................like you can't even look at your phone in front of her etc because she's that chick that asks who's messaging etc but has way more people than me messaging her but I'm not asking her and being all nosy . So here come's 2020 I got tired of it and created a fake facebook profile wtf ( yea I know kinda whack but what's a man to do ) So no kidding after talking to multiple women on there I get a crazy bitch that I never should've been talking too and she was interested but evidently she had a boyfriend . Well being the shitty people there are in the world today he figured out who I was and eventually messaged my wife pics of me (I was actually at my daughters ball game when this happened wtf!) So we go home the same night and she basically goes off the rails and makes me go in the other room and tell my children why I would be leaving etc!! ( Total bullshit I would have never done that too her and wouldn't want the hurt for my children ) Let me make this clear and I'm 150% being honest ...............I've never physically cheated on her nothing but have talked to many chicks over the last 4 years . So I'm gone for 2 weeks and damn near drank myself to death and she agrees to let me come back , I was fucking lost just didn't know what to do I've been With this woman 15+ years and we have 5kids .
So guys since I've came back it's been so weird ......If I go to the living room which I have done at night time to watch tv she dang near comes out and says "Back to the same old shit! " Which is pointing out that I'm in there messaging people which I haven't been the last 10 months . We have gotten into argument after argument and she literally is just trying to hurt me for what I've done and when we talk she can't even talk it's just yelling and popping off stuff about what I did so the whole house can hear it which in my opinion is so disrespectful . I'm having a very hard time loving her and wanting to be with her now and on top of all of this about middle of 20 she started having pain in her neck and a swollen nipple and turns out she has some pre cancerous cells in her coochie which from what I've seen is super common in women these days . So? Sorry for the long ass post but some input would be nice . Questions ?
You guys post up as well if anything eating on you. Also I am lifting alot still and cardio but also drinking alot so you know how that goes (No Gains)
Thx Mac
Haven't been on here in sometime actually posting but some of you guys know me and some are new that I've just Simply read your post lately. Anyway , Figured I would start this thread simply because I've had a hell of a last year and a half since Covid and really struggling with my marriage . I figured this thread could be for guys like me or anyone that has no one to talk too in there daily life and just a way to vent to each other and get support (No Homo sorry Killsong or whatever your name is(Ps I'm ok with Gay guys) I have quite a few kiddos and a very busy life and really have no friends these days other then my employees at work and there is only so close to them you can be .
So Anyway ................... I would like some opinions on what is going on with me and my marriage . Basically about 4 years ago I start getting chicks messaging me on facebook etc ................ My wife for many years has not been very sexually active and basically I've gotten it once a month maybe 2 for the past like 8 years or so . So when good looking chicks are messaging it's hard not to message back . I've messaged these women , they sent pics etc (I'm not the type to send dick pics or anything but did send occasional flexing pic or something . Long story short and Ya'll already know she found out ! Told her I would get off Facebook etc and did and still am . But ever since this has happened I just feel like she's watching me like a hawk ................like you can't even look at your phone in front of her etc because she's that chick that asks who's messaging etc but has way more people than me messaging her but I'm not asking her and being all nosy . So here come's 2020 I got tired of it and created a fake facebook profile wtf ( yea I know kinda whack but what's a man to do ) So no kidding after talking to multiple women on there I get a crazy bitch that I never should've been talking too and she was interested but evidently she had a boyfriend . Well being the shitty people there are in the world today he figured out who I was and eventually messaged my wife pics of me (I was actually at my daughters ball game when this happened wtf!) So we go home the same night and she basically goes off the rails and makes me go in the other room and tell my children why I would be leaving etc!! ( Total bullshit I would have never done that too her and wouldn't want the hurt for my children ) Let me make this clear and I'm 150% being honest ...............I've never physically cheated on her nothing but have talked to many chicks over the last 4 years . So I'm gone for 2 weeks and damn near drank myself to death and she agrees to let me come back , I was fucking lost just didn't know what to do I've been With this woman 15+ years and we have 5kids .
So guys since I've came back it's been so weird ......If I go to the living room which I have done at night time to watch tv she dang near comes out and says "Back to the same old shit! " Which is pointing out that I'm in there messaging people which I haven't been the last 10 months . We have gotten into argument after argument and she literally is just trying to hurt me for what I've done and when we talk she can't even talk it's just yelling and popping off stuff about what I did so the whole house can hear it which in my opinion is so disrespectful . I'm having a very hard time loving her and wanting to be with her now and on top of all of this about middle of 20 she started having pain in her neck and a swollen nipple and turns out she has some pre cancerous cells in her coochie which from what I've seen is super common in women these days . So? Sorry for the long ass post but some input would be nice . Questions ?
You guys post up as well if anything eating on you. Also I am lifting alot still and cardio but also drinking alot so you know how that goes (No Gains)
Thx Mac