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    I Need To Publicly Say This

    Thank You
    To all that have listened to me whine...bitch..and ramble at times..

    The Heroes are people like you..that keep the infected focused..
    The Caregivers are the ones that silently suffer and never get enough props..
    I really just couldn't do it.. I'd rather be the infected..My girl is stone..on call 24/7..in the hard ass chair in every damn ER room..for hours...days...Yeah I said days..She never cries in front of me...she does it but never around me..keeps me up when I'm face down..telling me it's going to be fine...Knowing damn well it just might be over..

    I have no F-ing idea how she keeps that front up..
    I pray none of you ever have to walk this path...never have to totally lean on loved one as I have for these last 5 endless yrs...but I'd lie if I said it's ok... it's not F-ing okay..

    Times I struggle with just driving off..the pain this is causing my family suck ass..I do distance myself from my kids.. don't get into the real real...but there's no hiding from my girl..We did make a pact..

    When it's over it's my choice..she did give me that.
    And if I don't survive any procedure to make the calls.. that's going to suck too..

    I could live to 150 and say thank you 100 times a day...and that wouldn't be enough..

    So..to those out there giving care in any capacity..Thank You...Forever
    If some how some way I beat this..it was never me
    It was everyone who ever Helped..

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    Stay positive bro. Best thing.

    And keep praying.

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    Quote Originally Posted by zionoir626 View Post
    Thank You
    To all that have listened to me whine...bitch..and ramble at times..

    The Heroes are people like you..that keep the infected focused..
    The Caregivers are the ones that silently suffer and never get enough props..
    I really just couldn't do it.. I'd rather be the infected..My girl is stone..on call 24/7..in the hard ass chair in every damn ER room..for hours...days...Yeah I said days..She never cries in front of me...she does it but never around me..keeps me up when I'm face down..telling me it's going to be fine...Knowing damn well it just might be over..

    I have no F-ing idea how she keeps that front up..
    I pray none of you ever have to walk this path...never have to totally lean on loved one as I have for these last 5 endless yrs...but I'd lie if I said it's ok... it's not F-ing okay..

    Times I struggle with just driving off..the pain this is causing my family suck ass..I do distance myself from my kids.. don't get into the real real...but there's no hiding from my girl..We did make a pact..

    When it's over it's my choice..she did give me that.
    And if I don't survive any procedure to make the calls.. that's going to suck too..

    I could live to 150 and say thank you 100 times a day...and that wouldn't be enough..

    So..to those out there giving care in any capacity..Thank You...Forever
    If some how some way I beat this..it was never me
    It was everyone who ever Helped..
    Thanks man. I needed to hear that today. More than you realize.

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    BTW bro- u don't ramble @ times- U ALWAYS RAMBLE!! Seriously bro- u ought to hear my little girl say her prayers- she never forgets Z-man- NEVER! God bless u my friend! (And God bless ur girl too!)

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    Z I came into the old mans sub forum just to tell you your the man bro!!! Never stop fighting! Nothing but love for you bro and your family.
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    I didnít forget you hotrod! Your one of my favorites also
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    Prayers sent ...stay positive

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    I sat down next to my girl last night and asked her to read this...she got two lines down before the tears rolled..So I finished it and I felt like for a minute she got just a hint of not only what she's done but You Guys as well...

    God Bless You All

    Got a compliment yesterday from a guy in the gym..He said"Damn man 55 and C....Fucking jacked...I hope I look that damn good at 55.."

    Without my family here and home I would be dead already..

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    Women are stronger than men in many ways. They prove this daily. Women know how to hold us men together. They know how to keep our chins up better than our friends do. It sounds like you have one hell of a woman and I thank her for her strength and courage to fight for other people and the sacrifices she makes daily as a care giver. As for you, my friend, keep fighting the fight. We are all here for you. I will keep you in my prayers and ask that strength be sent your way. If you ever need anything, drop me a line

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