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Back Story
It's been a ruff but never boring ride..both parents.. Drunks..fights all the time..blood on the floor nearly every damn night..Some thing happened early because no memories before age 10..Bad PTSD..
Short but sweet Military run... Commissioned at 21...then kids. bad divorce.. single parent for 5 great/hard yrs...At 31..started cycling.Not knowing crap..the gym became my Church..the place I'd go to decompress..get my shit back together..and at 125lbs I needed to get it together..
Parents died slow and painful..even though I hated their guts it F ed me up bad..something about it was my fault..No Forgiveness..me or them...the Evil I did took mystery soul..
But the Iron never lied...not to me..
After the yrs of Hospitals..ER's and finally the funerals..what family I had left crumbled..Everyone hated everyone..me the most..for the blood I had to shed.. Returning to the Iron..my home
I now distance myself from all family.. another slow painful death I won't put my kids through..
I have no Bio Brothers now..to much painful memories..
But I have the Iron..that loving feel of the bar..and All my friends here and in the gyms Everywhere..
We are drawn to the Steel for various reasons..it calms..it Heals..But it calls to us all..
I have a uphill Battle still ahead..Hell I haven't gone hill in 5 yrs..3 yrs was bed to couch to bed..
So BROTHERS..if you feel down..feel spent..or just a little OFF... I'm not going down any time soon..Still trying to get to that 50%chance.. Yeah that's right...fighting to get to a chance..
We all have our Battles...but we are not alone..so if you need a hand..joke..or a kick in the Ass..Im here Brothers
For pics of older hot chicks.. that's Multi's deal..
It's been a ruff but never boring ride..both parents.. Drunks..fights all the time..blood on the floor nearly every damn night..Some thing happened early because no memories before age 10..Bad PTSD..
Short but sweet Military run... Commissioned at 21...then kids. bad divorce.. single parent for 5 great/hard yrs...At 31..started cycling.Not knowing crap..the gym became my Church..the place I'd go to decompress..get my shit back together..and at 125lbs I needed to get it together..
Parents died slow and painful..even though I hated their guts it F ed me up bad..something about it was my fault..No Forgiveness..me or them...the Evil I did took mystery soul..
But the Iron never lied...not to me..
After the yrs of Hospitals..ER's and finally the funerals..what family I had left crumbled..Everyone hated everyone..me the most..for the blood I had to shed.. Returning to the Iron..my home
I now distance myself from all family.. another slow painful death I won't put my kids through..
I have no Bio Brothers now..to much painful memories..
But I have the Iron..that loving feel of the bar..and All my friends here and in the gyms Everywhere..
We are drawn to the Steel for various reasons..it calms..it Heals..But it calls to us all..
I have a uphill Battle still ahead..Hell I haven't gone hill in 5 yrs..3 yrs was bed to couch to bed..
So BROTHERS..if you feel down..feel spent..or just a little OFF... I'm not going down any time soon..Still trying to get to that 50%chance.. Yeah that's right...fighting to get to a chance..
We all have our Battles...but we are not alone..so if you need a hand..joke..or a kick in the Ass..Im here Brothers
For pics of older hot chicks.. that's Multi's deal..