To be totally honest..
I didn't know back then if I was ever going to be able to return to anything like normal life..And the guys here..past and present..have really helped me in all aspects of life..And I felt a debt was owed..
So,I thought just give back..somewhere new..just try to help..like others did for me...
Truth be told..I didn't know about some of their odd rules..Totally my mistake..Many members were asking me about a certain source..if you know me..you know the Guy..Well this is where I screwed up..I recommend to look at ASF..its my home forum and there's a great bunch there..and that source is there..My mistake..
But calling me a stupid cocksucker on Xmas eve of maybe my last one with my girl...over an honest mistake..So I apologized and assured him it would never happen again..
But the guy has been behind my back monitoring all my PM's..chats..creepy
The other day a member asked me for some pics...due to my crappy phone I can't send them via their site...So,I gave him my secure addy...All hell broke loose!!
He's on the chat giving Mods orders..to dig..Like really 4 months after being demoted and banned from certain threads..basicslly the red headed stepchild..I see now I was the example of what he will do to others that creep out beyond the UG..
What a Communist Bastard...you can't do this or that..but the Cherry on Top..is how we are all informants,under cover DEA,oh the shit this guy slings about us..I finally had to tell him"that's my home forum,Back-Off"...
So there I layed it out..Did I F up??? Yeah...but I gave him my word it Would Never happen again.. still being punished for it..thats BS..
He's an Asshole..I I still have the Freedom to choose where I lay my hat..What a strange little man
This is what happens when you just try to do the Good thing...