Drugsgear
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Sleep???? WTF is that??
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Haven't slept without some form of chemical assistance in decades due to PTSD and other issues. Every night I have to take massive amounts of assorted substances that I obtain from markets on the deep web. I cycle 5 of them so my body doesn't ever get used to any of them. Xanax, Trazadone, Klonopin, Lorazepam, and Oxycodone along with a ton of melatonin, over the counter sleeping pills, Nyquil, and tylenol. Every night I have to knock myself out in a drug coma or I will not sleep at all for days. And then every morning I have to drink a gallon of coffee to wake up. Every. Fucking. Day. Depression doesn't even begin to describe where I'm at. Those of you who can sleep have no idea how lucky you are.
Im sorry to hear that bro. Seriously because I’m always in the same boat except I don’t use any drugs to knock me out. I take too many now to keep me sane. I just do the three or four no sleep thing (maybe an hour a night if I’m lucky)and usually around night 4 it all catches up to me and I’m able to get almost a full nights sleep. I read somewhere that your clinically insane after going 48hrs with no sleep so technically most days I could beat someone to death and just claim insanity in a court of law and win. I tried doing the melatonin. Nothing. Tried all the shit like Trazadone and Ambien. They sucked plus I can’t deal with the hangover I’m left with. Moda has been treating me ok during the day to keep my energy up but I read something today that it’s delivery system is the same as cocaine and meth. Now I’m scared to take anymore for fear I get hooked and end up sucking dick for food.
I hit the volcano hard at night before bed and I'm out.
I hit the volcano hard at night before bed and I'm out.
What is a Volcano bro?
I used to do that until the constant pain set in. For a while, I was able to sleep after 4 or 5 days of nothing and then just collapse in exhaustion but the collapse was uncontrollable and unpredictable. Also, the last couple of days before the crash I was a raging asshole towards everyone around me. Now the constant pain makes me irritable as hell regardless of the sleep situation.
Also, I can't seem to find fentanyl. WTF? I thought it was an epidemic? I suspect that occasionally the xanax that I get is cut with it, but who knows..... I'm buying shit off the internet. It could be anything. For a while I tried to find propofol, the stuff anesthesiologists use to knock you out with for a colonoscopy, but came up empty. There pretty much isn't a pitch at which I won't swing in order to get some sleep.
Surprisingly, I hate drugs during the day. My profession requires a clear head and constant analytical skills so I have absolutely no desire what-so-ever to be under the influence of anything. I just take tylenol to take the edge off the pain and that's more than sufficient.
How much gh u using and for how long so far?
I hv the same problem xanax helps but not long , trazodone doesn't always work for me and now my dr doesn't want to prescrib any more xanax.. I get max 2-3 hrs sleep feel like a zombie all day. And I doing heavy manual labor all day^^^^^^^This^^^^^^^
Haven't slept without some form of chemical assistance in decades due to PTSD and other issues. Every night I have to take massive amounts of assorted substances that I obtain from markets on the deep web. I cycle 5 of them so my body doesn't ever get used to any of them. Xanax, Trazadone, Klonopin, Lorazepam, and Oxycodone along with a ton of melatonin, over the counter sleeping pills, Nyquil, and tylenol. Every night I have to knock myself out in a drug coma or I will not sleep at all for days. And then every morning I have to drink a gallon of coffee to wake up. Every. Fucking. Day. Depression doesn't even begin to describe where I'm at. Those of you who can sleep have no idea how lucky you are.
^^^^^^^This^^^^^^^
Haven't slept without some form of chemical assistance in decades due to PTSD and other issues. Every night I have to take massive amounts of assorted substances that I obtain from markets on the deep web. I cycle 5 of them so my body doesn't ever get used to any of them. Xanax, Trazadone, Klonopin, Lorazepam, and Oxycodone along with a ton of melatonin, over the counter sleeping pills, Nyquil, and tylenol. Every night I have to knock myself out in a drug coma or I will not sleep at all for days. And then every morning I have to drink a gallon of coffee to wake up. Every. Fucking. Day. Depression doesn't even begin to describe where I'm at. Those of you who can sleep have no idea how lucky you are.
Oh this is a cool thing, you should try it once.Sleep???? WTF is that??
This is awful, mate. I'm sorry that this is happening to you. Are there any options to get rid of this?^^^^^^^This^^^^^^^
Haven't slept without some form of chemical assistance in decades due to PTSD and other issues. Every night I have to take massive amounts of assorted substances that I obtain from markets on the deep web. I cycle 5 of them so my body doesn't ever get used to any of them. Xanax, Trazadone, Klonopin, Lorazepam, and Oxycodone along with a ton of melatonin, over the counter sleeping pills, Nyquil, and tylenol. Every night I have to knock myself out in a drug coma or I will not sleep at all for days. And then every morning I have to drink a gallon of coffee to wake up. Every. Fucking. Day. Depression doesn't even begin to describe where I'm at. Those of you who can sleep have no idea how lucky you are.
My situation is similar to yours, I sleep well, but it's hard to wake up. And if I sleep less than usual, then I feel it during the day.I feel bad for you guys, I sleep 7 straight a night and on the weekends i can get up to 9 straight, I just got a puppy and am doing the wake up every 3 hours to take her out and it's killing me. I am walking around like a zombie because I am up for 10 minutes every three hours Can't imagine living on 3-4 hours a night...
EDIT: sometimes I take 2 advil P.M. and they put me in a coma.