This right here..
Whenever I made good progress it was always in the kitchen but the drugs did provide a better environment.
Test/deca/ drol or dbol..
But hands down it was always in the kitchen. And every time my bulk was different from the last, because I either added or subtracted something different learning each step in each process.
I'm not sure if I've ever read eq has some mental side effects. I've ran eq on 5 straight cycles.... I love it but hate it... Love it for the hardness, appetite increase and vascular sides. Hate it because it takes about 7 weeks to finally kick in and when it does, my forearms, calves and quads tell me, I cramp hard.... I take 900mg weekly, pin 3 times m/w/f.
Npp might be my new go to, currently running 400mg. I started out st 300mg weekly but felt I needed a little more so now I'm st 400mg weekly, I've always been a believer of deca but hate the deca dick and bloat sides of it... So I switched to Npp.
Current cycle for me is test e 750mg, eq 900mg, Npp 400mg and 15mg of Sdrol. Also sides dishes I take are 4iu of gh, bpc 157 and tb500
Eq and tren and believe it or not stenbolone all fuck with me mentally.. if I was to put them in a category from worst to the least , Tren, Eq and sten.. once in a while higher doses of nandrolone catch up to me too..
Now as we know these drugs have a tendency, I'm going to blame most of this on a predisposition of having an underlying issue for myself with anxiety. These drugs just make it surface a bit more.
The more I use those drugs the more sensitive I got..
Right now I'm on EQ and keeping it pretty mild and so far so good.
Of course if your goal is only put on mass and stay as healthy as possible ( because on bulking you dont need many compounds , orals killīs appetite and tren, bolde give you crazy ansiety , bad sleep ) just keep it simple :
High test + moderate NPP or deca + hgh you can afford + IGF . I see people having great results using only bioidentical compounds like testosterone + HGH
I always love me some test, deca, and adrol. sometimes I'll add in some ment for 3-4 weeks. A red meat diet with potatoes and vegies will compliment this cycle too. Definitely a winter bulk, but I still use the test and deca for summer, and change my diet up to all lean meats and vegies. Dosing is going to be trial error as you probably already know.
If I had to single out a compound, it's tren.... I don't even know if I like it enough to suffer through the gains portion of it... At 200mg weekly vs 600mg. Same effects on me. I hate life 😂 😂 😂
I considered not running eq for a cycle or 2 after this one to see how I felt on the next cycle with just 2 compounds plus a oral.... See how my body reacts... Idk yet. Lol
Yeah I've heard quite a bit of the mental sides like vision stated mainly for people that are already prone to mental issues such as anxiety. As I have that issue and a couple others I have kinda just put eq out of my mind. I do love npp and just yesterday bumped mine up as well. Sdrol is on the list for my next blast but that a ways a way. Btw for the deca dick have you tried caber with it?