Shrooms would be a better bet for several reasons, One there not toxic like mdma and mda is nore are shrooms ever faked,laced or adulterated. Two you can grow them your self fairly easily. Three they can reset your brain pathways and actually create new braincells.
Four you can use them daily with low micro doses around .5g and you will get that feeling your describing of being happier less agitated and opens you up like a baby seeing the world for the first time this is all from experience my man this shit changed my life for the better and unfortunately mdma might for a bit but at some point it will turn on you just trying to help a brother out.

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