Rage

[zionoir626]

I grew up in Hell..blood on the floor every night.. shotguns,axes,knives
I have no memories of younger than 10
What I do remember is horrific
I am the youngest of 4..so I saw it all..
I was beat till I passed out or knocked out..till I was 14
Then I studied MA..and just 2 yrs to turn the tide..
I know all about rage... I can't let it out.. people get hurt
Not saying it's good to keep it in.. it's corrosive..
But for me.. it's just not an option..I go dark and can't remember shit till it's over..
Last time was 20+ yrs ago and the damages was great..I will never forgive myself..
Live with that..

[AMA rider]

I was shoveling snow when my neighbors started calling me a piece of shit, so I reached in my pocket n pulled out my - no, wait, it's bike lanes that make me reach in my pocket and pull out my - no , wait it's Canadians that make me ...

[Drugsgear]

I grew up in Hell..blood on the floor every night.. shotguns,axes,knives
I have no memories of younger than 10
What I do remember is horrific
I am the youngest of 4..so I saw it all..
I was beat till I passed out or knocked out..till I was 14
Then I studied MA..and just 2 yrs to turn the tide..
I know all about rage... I can't let it out.. people get hurt
Not saying it's good to keep it in.. it's corrosive..
But for me.. it's just not an option..I go dark and can't remember shit till it's over..
Last time was 20+ yrs ago and the damages was great..I will never forgive myself..
Live with that..

I am very sorry that your life was so miserable. I hope all those horrors are in the past and you can put everything behind. You seem a great fellow to have overcome all those patterns from your youth.

[Augustine5I]

I grew up in Hell..blood on the floor every night.. shotguns,axes,knives
I have no memories of younger than 10
What I do remember is horrific
I am the youngest of 4..so I saw it all..
I was beat till I passed out or knocked out..till I was 14
Then I studied MA..and just 2 yrs to turn the tide..
I know all about rage... I can't let it out.. people get hurt
Not saying it's good to keep it in.. it's corrosive..
But for me.. it's just not an option..I go dark and can't remember shit till it's over..
Last time was 20+ yrs ago and the damages was great..I will never forgive myself..
Live with that..

Your like John Rambo

Nice story.

But I think you being the youngest, you didn’t see or get what the oldest got.

You were lucky.


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