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sometimes things get tough, I feel like people think I got everything under control but it feels like its a moment away from all unravelling into a huge train wreck. work family friends and side ventures almost always on the edge of calamity. I often think it must be nice that I can be here for you but where the fuck are you when I need you. I dont know if its this state or if people in general get their hands extended ready to take never give. I guess the most disappointing thing I experienced was helping a friend thru almost every stage of their life, fixed his car and let him live with me for free for a year, he burned me at work I had to fire him, I know he feels like I'm the asshole but fuck dude I covered and made excuses to save him to the point where my job is now in jeopardy. I'm pissed that he put me in that position. anyway I plenty more to rant about later