elit3keraed
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Alright so after many failed log attempts over the years, I have decided to try this shit again. More for my mental health than anything.
Im sure a good amount of you have seen my most recent thread about sepsis and possible bad gear. Of course the jury is still out on whether I had sepsis or am just a board hopping, “sponsor bashing” scammer with multiple handles. But I have a fat ER bill, a 10 day antibiotic regimen, I&D scars and a numb/tingly/burning patch on my leg that (according to the doctors after this mornings visit) is most likely nerve damage from said infection that “could maybe resolve itself”.
I’ve lived a shit life the last 5 years. Almost killed in a car fire by a drunk driver. Had a psychopath ex wife pull a gun on me. Nearly killed myself with coke and oxy (5 months clean this Saturday) after a woman I was dating miscarried and then a case of sepsis that I discovered was actually a lot worse than I thought. I have a lot of excuses to just be a fat and miserable piece of shit but lets be real. My decisions have shaped my past and my decisions are what will shape my future. Im almost 31 and I refuse to turn 31 feeling sorry for myself.
Everything will be pretty simple for this. Mostly out of necessity. My TRT base with a few orals. Yes I can hear the moans and groans and naysayers but I don’t have a home at the moment. Rather not have a ton of vials and a EOD shooting schedule living out of my car.
Still working out the details and doing some research but Test, Var, Epi and S23 are currently what I have on hand/ordered. Don’t want to be stacking shit that will just go to waste. STTM and Wes both reported interesting effects mega dosing the S3 and Epi and Var are my two absolute favorite steroids to run…especially with Epi’s gyno reduction abilities.
Hydrostatic test in September showed 15% at 210lbs and with the weight drop from the hospital I would say Im probably no better off but at around 200lbs.
Im off to work now so Ill be back later to update.
Im sure a good amount of you have seen my most recent thread about sepsis and possible bad gear. Of course the jury is still out on whether I had sepsis or am just a board hopping, “sponsor bashing” scammer with multiple handles. But I have a fat ER bill, a 10 day antibiotic regimen, I&D scars and a numb/tingly/burning patch on my leg that (according to the doctors after this mornings visit) is most likely nerve damage from said infection that “could maybe resolve itself”.
I’ve lived a shit life the last 5 years. Almost killed in a car fire by a drunk driver. Had a psychopath ex wife pull a gun on me. Nearly killed myself with coke and oxy (5 months clean this Saturday) after a woman I was dating miscarried and then a case of sepsis that I discovered was actually a lot worse than I thought. I have a lot of excuses to just be a fat and miserable piece of shit but lets be real. My decisions have shaped my past and my decisions are what will shape my future. Im almost 31 and I refuse to turn 31 feeling sorry for myself.
Everything will be pretty simple for this. Mostly out of necessity. My TRT base with a few orals. Yes I can hear the moans and groans and naysayers but I don’t have a home at the moment. Rather not have a ton of vials and a EOD shooting schedule living out of my car.
Still working out the details and doing some research but Test, Var, Epi and S23 are currently what I have on hand/ordered. Don’t want to be stacking shit that will just go to waste. STTM and Wes both reported interesting effects mega dosing the S3 and Epi and Var are my two absolute favorite steroids to run…especially with Epi’s gyno reduction abilities.
Hydrostatic test in September showed 15% at 210lbs and with the weight drop from the hospital I would say Im probably no better off but at around 200lbs.
Im off to work now so Ill be back later to update.
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