Yeah, she is changing slightly. Said she wanted to put a baby in me the other night, choked me during sex, and then finished on my face. It was a weird experience.
Seriously though, everything is always baby steps with her. Unless she can somehow be convinced it was her idea. I have showed her the slins in comparison to mine and told her about comments here to try and alleviate fears. She really hates needles though. I will say, the cream has made a HUGE difference. I mean ridiculously so. She's already talking about how hard it is to concentrate because she's horny, etc. I said "welcome to how a guy feels 24x7." And since we're working from home and it may be that way the rest of the year, I don't have to worry much about her eyes straying. Not that I think she ever would. Being old farts in our 50's, it kind of tames most of that shit and we're just wanting what we had in our 20's. And considering she's been ready on the daily, I'm not going to complain one bit.
The worst part right now is I just came off cycle a few weeks ago and back to my trt dose and a dash of mast/npp. In the back of my head, the tren monster is whispering "just pin 50mg of me EOD. Let me help. All you need to do is let me out and I'll take care of it."