Good evening everyone.
So it was brought to my attention tonight by a fellow member that I did not leave this log in a respectful manner, or in a way that is deserving of the love and support I’ve received from GC and the men that represent his brand.
This last run, as most of you know, was with GC’s Tri-Blend, and I’ve also thrown some of the ISO in the mix throughout the cycle. I know I pulled bloods and posted them here and it showed how my lipids and cholesterol were fucked, at no ones fault but my own for neglecting water intake and general carelessness with diet and supplementation. Basically, it all came down to complacency. This was at no fault of anyone’s, especially not GC or the gear I was on. It was all on me. Just after pulling bloods and seeing this, I donated blood and began to feel better instantly, as a lot of you suggested I would. Then within the next week, I took an extended leave of absence from my unit to deal with family issues and personal dramas that had been building up, and it forced me to put aside my responsibilities in this log and my focus was drawn away until it totally left my mind. Please understand I’m not trying to make excuses here, I understand the mistake of not at the very least making an update to either close the log out or to make everyone aware that life happenings were taking my focus away. I should’ve done that, without a doubt or question. Once I got my head right and came back and felt like I could get back on track I didn’t feel like it would be morally right for me to come back to GC in bad faith knowing everything he’s done for me and how he’s helped me out in my logs, I can only offer up my sincere apologies to you all and to the GC family for not committing start to finish to the log and leaving it with a clear and concise end product. I want to put nothing out here save for transparency and honesty, and I appreciate the man that called me out and opened my eyes to what I had done, or the lack thereof in better terms. I will be reaching out personally to GC himself and explain myself and apologize to him as well, but I felt like I needed to apologize to you guys as well for not handling myself as an honest and morally correct man should.